ii.cant.stop.loving.euu

2010-07-21T02:03:00.005+08:00

Nerdnerd me & BeanBean @ Amici Holland(:

Mummy & Me ): Sweet Memories.

Outer View Of Amici(:

Section A Of Restaurant(:

Bar(:

Candid Shot Of Ah Qiang ^^

Me & Mai (:

Photos above are photos of the nerdnerd me without my precious makeup. Had already got ready to cry for the night so removed my makeup. LOL. Well yesterday was yijing & I's last day of work at Holland Amici(: Had a small celebration with mummy, beanbean & ah qiang. After work, we eat what ah qiang cooked :D Finally got to taste the mango passion cake! SUPBERB NICE! :D

Took some pictures with mummy, beanbean and ah qiang for memories(: was super sad. Hugged everyone before we left. Tears started dropping while I hugged mummy. Dont want make mummy more sad so I turned around and walked off & cried.

Cried on the train & bus. Now i'm already missing mummy. We'll now in a new environment with new people, new things to learn. I want go back holland amici ! ): All because of 2 bastards fault I cant go back. Fuck them! Shit them! Curse & swear them lahhs! Fuck off! ~~~~

Sweet memories are meant to be there & everlasting sweet loves from people who i loved there. Thankks mummy for the apple & those encouraging words. ): Hope to see them all soon): Love eu mummyyy (Winnie) !

2010-07-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

Goshhh..
Nose bleed for nothing today for continuous 4 times. Looks more like tap water flowing.
Hot hot inside & started to run a fever. Didn't go work today. x:

Went to see a doctor around 8plus at night.
Shocked to hear from the doctor my blood vessel inside my nose explode. Causing it to bleed alot. I lost alot of blood today ):
Organs in my nose swollen also. Got tons of medicine to eat & a spray to spray in my nose. Is not pleasant either. ):
Thats a sad & horrible truth though. ): Only 2 person knows about my condition.
Well, im scared to face it. Is a disease called "Sinustis". Chim right? x:
Hais. Get well soon please.

Flu had been catching up on me since this year febuary. Meaning my flu has already been there for the pass few months. Hopefully the medicine the doctor prescribe me can cure me. If not, i'll have to go hospital again! ):
No more hospital for me pleasee ~ Got enough of sickness alreadyyyyy!

2010-07-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

FM had just started our attachment ~

Everyone had been split into many different places. Like

- Marmount

- Raffles Town Club

- Fairmount

- Conrad

- Shang-ri la Traders

- Amici (Holland V. & Changi Beach)

- Pan Pacific

& etc.

Miss-ed those days whereby we were in school together. ):

Miss-ed how twinneh makes me laugh till cannot see eye! Make me laugh till cry & how she always cheers me up whenever im down.

Miss-ed how suannie always likes to dance kpop infront of me & keep me entertained. ): even though she's now in the same company as me. She's still miles away from me! Suan. I miss eu lahhs! ):

Miss-ed how teng always likes to disturb twinneh & how they always fight no matter where they go. & miss pinching this idiot guy x:

Miss-ed how baby(shiela) likes to call me crazy as i laugh infront of her for nothing.

Miss-ed how zhabor(elina) always called me zhabor, stupid girl! x: Aww. I miss her now, how i wish she could be right here with me):

Miss-ed Pabo wan! Miss-ed him how he always called me pabo or helmet ): Now no one can entertain me like he does ):

Everyone had their own lives to lead now. Being independent & working in the outside industry. Well, compared to school, industry sometimes can be tough & times could be relax(:

Now we'll in different parts of singapore. We learn many many skills & knowledge that we can carry it out in the future(:

Well. FM! Is time for battle ~! Fighting ~ Seeyou soon ^^

2010-07-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

Thankks sisters & brothers with all your wishes & blessings! *loves*

Thankks adeline sister & li ting sister for your dedications. Really cried. ):

Be it 6 months, 1 year, 2years or 3years. Our friendship still as strong.
Many bad happenings had gone pass, it still didn't bring us down. (: No matter what strong obsticles that blow pass us, we still can manage to jump over(:

6months of industrial attachment to me might be long. Been telling myself. This is a big & tall obsticle for me to jump through. Suffer now and enjoy later. To get what i want, i must fulfill my destiny first.

Manager there might be having a bastard attitude
Workers there might not be as friendly as i thought
Guest there might not be as kind and not fussy as i expected
But life still has to move on.
What needs to be done had to be done.
Tomorrow (5th July 2010) will be the date my full time industrial training gonna begin. At Holland V Amici.
Gonna REALLY REALLY miss the times spent pass few weeks with love ones, sisters & friends. Thankks for giving me a wonderful time.

Will always miss eu all(:
I'm just 8 digits away(: Feel free to call, if i didn't answer i'll call back in a later time(:
Takecare everyone!
All the best in studies & work (:

~Especially the couple who just started their love story
&
The couple who I love bitting alot!
*LOVES!*

2010-06-29T01:57:00.004+08:00

*Like* Adeline sister & Shereen mei's blog post of BBQ :D!

Happy birthday Sophia ~!

Met up with cassey at LotOne train-ed to bugis & went street with cassey return her friend $$.

Cabbed to pasir ris coasta sands chalet from bugis. Spent us 22 bucks -.- Lawls. Niu nai & xiaoyan was there :D Got lost around coasta & niunai came to fetch us. Laughs! Go there rot today. Nothing on. Zzz!

Regret going today -.-

Go fish for prawns somewhere around pasir ris x: Then took bus back to white sands eat & trained home with cassey :D

Took some pics with cassey today. Super long never zi lian ler norhhs. Miss those days :P

laughs! ~

2010-06-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

Do you believe the exist of Karma?

Why being a good person receives karma?

Well, my parents thinks of getting sick is what i wanted. Is my ticket to everything.
Do they wanna feel what i felt yesterday? Then, they'll understand my sores.
Have you ever heard of when you can sick, your dad still comes to you and scolds you infront of so many people? Thats what i got few minutes ago.
Is that my father?
is he really my father?
Does he understands me like how other fathers does to their children?
Mine is different.
I've got no one to express my saddness to. My blog is the only way for me. Even though it does not reply me.

What i feeling like is jumping off the building.
Sitting on the bench looking up at the sky. Wishing that i could join the stars up on the sky. Shining up brightly and watching over each and every one of my love ones above the clear dark sky.

2010-06-02T17:24:00.005+08:00

Can eu imagine im in egypt?

Me in egypt :D

CB TENG with hershey chocolate :D

XuanHui & WeiTing(:

whats up with this pabo guy?

XuanHui & Velyn behind the jeep behind us :D

WeiTing & Me In the Jeep

The 4 of us queueing for the 4D Show :D Its awesome!

Funny looking hats! Teng's extra hat!

010610 We celebrated velyn's birthday in advance. Went to Resort world (Universal Studios) with velyn, xuanhui, teng and wei ting :D had super lotssa fun inside.

Went to my workplace (Mel's Drive) to buy some drinks and head to the 4D threatre to watch a show about a hurricane that hits into newyork city. Real life, exciting and hot as the fire burning, we stand at the frontrole can feel the heat. x:

Haaaahhh! Is just a 5minutes show :D Next, we headed down to Town Hall, where we took picture with Mr Ju x: The white face guy wearing a black & white shirt x: LOLLL! He keep touching my head like im his pet! x:

Headed down to discovery! Finally saw how xuanhui and teng's workplace looks like. They are working with the dinosaurs ! :D Went to took a short and steady 3mins jeep ride at treasure hunter then head to jurrasic wateride :D Where every of us got wet! It took us 30mins to our turn as the queue was super long! & Weiting got the most wet! Haaahh! Laugh somemore wei ting! LOLL! Gone to ride dragon and at the end egypt! I didn't went to ride egypt with them as I was scared. But after they came out. x: their faces changed and they told me how the ride was. x: Weiting was so excited & not scared at all. Think i'll faint if i take the ride. LOLL!

Is 6.30pm, time for me and velyn to go. Teng sent us to the entrance of USS. Bye teng! Then me and velyn went to take monorail back to vivo to meet mama & papa for dinner.

Dinner @ Crystal Jade :D

Eat till super full. Walkwalk shopshop & cabbed home :D

Super fun day.

-For those who haven't been to resort world, go asap! Eu wont regret going! :D trust me!-

2010-05-30T16:14:00.005+08:00

YanYan & me at block :D

Pabo Twinnie

Stupid me :D

Rachel, me, suan & ting at navy open house :D

Me & suan :D

Me and Tinggy! :D

Mooguen, Jooguen, Oohguen, Tooguen! The Guens familyy!

Our Pirate event on May14! Success! (:

2010-05-03T20:20:00.003+08:00

This post is specially for my Twinnie~ CHAN WEI TING!
♥

You've been a great friend and a great company to me.
Never regretted knowing eu.
Even though eu always laugh-ed for nothing, doing all stupid and silly stunts while laughing.
Eu are still my twinnie :D
Even though i dontknow how to cheer people up but i dontwant to see eu unhappy!
Dont bottle things up like that cb teng!(:
I am here for eu, i'll be your listening ear.
Need a shoulder to lean on, i'll be there for eu like how eu always have been there for me ! :D

I dontwant to see your fake smiles! I want your real smiles! The smiles and laughter I hear every single day when i see eu. I am sure no one wants to see eu unhappy.
We are twinnies :D
& Twinnies for life! xD

So dont hide your feelings anymore. Need to cry, then express it out.
i know the feeling of being sad and bottling everything up. It really feels awful!
Remember ohhs(: I am here for eu 24/7. Is just a beep away ~ :D

& Lastly!

I Love My LazyBum :D

2010-04-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

Went to school as for usual.
Monday Blues
Wokeup at 7 this morning and rushed out at 7.45.
Thought im the only one who is late meeting my Guens.
Haaahh! But im not the last! Ting is the last.

First lesson was Mr Paul's lesson. Mpc. Lol i prefer Mr Siah teach lesson
Just like Mr lau, their lessons are just like sleeping pills. Really made me tired.
Wanted to keep myself awake I disturb xuanhui and yijing.
Wei Ting was too noisy so mr paul asked her to go to the other corner of the class to sit.
So she's being separated from us. Sadd-ed right? Haaahh! Lonely time ehhs wei ting :P

Had our break at 11 to 12. Hungry Hungry ~
Shiela & Me went to canteen to buy our favo! Chicken Horfun from the malay store :D Super nicee !

Next lesson, mr lau's lesson, we got permission to go up ASR to find something about advertisment stuffs.
Found what i had to find and go facebook to take a look.
Scrolled down to look about other friends comments and say my lazybum photo!
Started to miss him at that point of time. Thought he might be busy so didn't text. Didn't want to disturb him. So I just kept quiet.
But I do Miss him alot! well, suddenly pops into my mind and took over my whole brain.
Miss you lots lazybum~! *Misses!*

End school at 5pm.
Went to have dinner with ting, xuanhui, jan and teng.
Eat and chatted till 6.30.
Jan and wei ting took bus home while the rest of us train-ed home.
:D
<3 My Guens!

2010-04-25T01:32:00.004+08:00

Back to posting after so long :D
Haaahhs sorry for neglecting the blog x:

Well, Yesterday I just realise that Kelly is a lousy drinker ! laughs! :D
Was suppose to go Bubbery to drink together with peiyan, elvison, jacky, ting, kelly and cassey.
But the $#$$$%^$% Bouncer bounce kelly, cassey and ting out due to underage x:
2 17's and 1 16. x: Well!
Didn't want to Ps them so I went off together with them while peiyan and elvison went in to enjoy. LOLL!
Feeling full of guilt that I brought them here and they cant go in ): But yet they didn't blame me for that and asked me not to think that way.
But still SORRY BABES ! ~
Cassey & Ting went home first & left me and kelly. :D
We went out to drink ourselves instead :D
LOLL! Met huda and sky and go drink :D
& blahblahblah.
I'll let my pictures do the talking but lazy to post it now x:

♥ Nights Everyone :D

- Baby I miss you! ):
Without eu, My life is school is terrible.
Bored die! No one to joke with me and cock with me.
Aww. Why must have this day happen ):
Like I said on friday night! I wont forget eu :D
You'll always be my forever AhDa! xD
Loves & Misses ! x3

2010-03-25T04:28:00.002+08:00

Tears start dripping again ~
When can I stop thinking about eu?
Is been 1year 6months 5days ever since eu depart from earth.
If there's anyway for me to revive eu back. No matter what
i'll take it. ):
without you
nothing seems real. Everything is just like a animation.
我很辛苦没有你的日子真的好难过
你知道我的痛吗？
知道我有多想你吗？
知道我没有把你给望了吗？

2010-03-23T12:34:00.002+08:00

Life isn't going the way I thought it will.
School ~
Friends ~
Family ~
My own feelings ~
Even though im smiling cheerfully everyday. But i'm forcing myself to be happy, by forgetting all those unhappy stuffs. After my laughs , my heart still aches alot.
School stuffs isn't going well. I really really feel like just giving up already. I'm tired! Really tired of everything.
Why? Why? Why? Thousands and million of Why's are circling around my head.
Why am I born?
Why am I useless?
Why cant I do anything right?
Why this why that!

Since 2007 , Friends are leaving me one by one. Either Dead Or Migrate. ):
Down with tears as im posting my blog. Nothing seems right anymore.
After weiqiang passed away, i felt so empty. He's always been there supporting me, finding ways to do silly stupid things in order to gain back my laughter. Always there will be a shoulder for me to lean on. Knowing there will be someone waiting for you.

But now, whats left is a empty room, empty cupboard, empty bed, empty chair, empty thoughts.
God is being so unfair ! He took away a brother i treasure the most, love the most and adore the most. Why Must Lung Tumor struck him? Why is he destinated to have such a short life? Why not take me instead?! T.T
Can someone tell me , why is the world so unfair?
Am I a friend who is to be used and throw? ):
Am I not important?
Now, My kor too ignored me. Dont know what i've done wrong. ): So what i have many friends? But do they understand my feeling? Do they know how heartaching and how lifeless i am? No they dont. No one understands me.

Two years later. Leaving this place full of saddness. Flying off to Canada to start a new life .
Even though i know you wont care either.
Might or Might Not come back.
Even if i do not come back, nothing will change.
How i wish, everything thats happening now is just a nightmare.
After waking up in cold sweat, everything will be alright.
But i know, it'll never happen.

2010-03-03T12:05:00.002+08:00

Been terribly sick since monday. ):
Bad sore throat, cough, headache and fever. Cold on the outside and hot on the outside.
This few days had been very suffering for me. Well, luckily my suffering gonna end soon.

I made him angry
made him pissed off
because of my stubborness x:
He's trying to care for me concern for my health
but didn't took his words seriously.
I'm so sorry! (:
Due to the past,
I chose not to trust.
He let me gain-ed back the trust I lost long time ago.
Hopefully, his words aren't just words
But words with its meanings.

2010-03-01T21:20:00.004+08:00

Saturday's night at raffles city. HoonHong helped in jumping the 'zhuang'

Our Sponsorship from Courvoisier.

Courvoisier's 'zhuang'

XO Courvoisier!

The 3 of us in Courvoisier's kungfu shirt xD

Me & Pei Yan! xD (Sisters x3)

The head is too big for me :P

Me & Peiyan! xD Tired looking us!

Playing dragon at some condo! xD

Jie Ling Gu! (:

Lastly, Reneyy & VonVon

Here are some photos which i took during chu shi this past few weeks of CNY ! :D

Is a fun and enjoyable time with Hequan peepos ! xD Had much much fun. Learn stuffs as I go along. :D Even though i missed the last day of cny chu shi with them as i was down with fever and bad cough. Felt very regetted not going. Well, cause its the last day ): !

Yeahh. kinda lazy posting. so this is just my short short post! xD Enjoy the pics!

2010-02-19T23:58:00.004+08:00

Reflections of Baby & me :D

Me :D

Wei Ting:D I edited her few minutes ago :D

Finally, My huda :D She said about key! So I revenge her by editing her :D Funny!

Went to do project with my group members. Sadly, Only 4 came. Jing, Dada, Suanie & Me :P

3 of us reached first then huda came. Lol. We do project till 7 plus then slack in library.

That stupid huda keep saying about key is a bapok! Lol. I just revenge back on her. By putting that pic into fb! To let everyone see! haaahh! :P

Weiting commented on that photo then I decided to go make hers too . But then huda's one more funny! xD Suan keep making me laugh when i was editing that photo. Lol. Cant control myself either. Then huda keep asking us what are we laughing at, but i dont want tell her. NOW THE TRUTH IS OUT! XD

After project, walked to one coffee shop & eat zu cao nearby. :D I ate seafood hor fan.

Eat hao ler, we sat there to talk.

Out of bordem, I told them a story, but when i was starting my story about the plate which is the land, the piece of meat is the pig , They walked away. Somehow, suan sat there and laughed like she never laugh before, so were jing and huda. Very funny mehh! :p Lol. Funny DORKIES ! xD

Made them laugh alot today. xD Like im their joke of the day. :P Good right! I bring laughter to people around me ! xD Talked awhile then me, huda and suan went to take train. Me & huda took till Bukit gombak and alight to go find huda boyfriend. Slacked and talked with them awhile and I saw this small brown white cat :D Was playing with it. So cuteee! Feel like bringing it home!!!

Lol. xD Train-ed and bus-ed home after that. :D

This is my Kor ~! My most precious de kor! xD

Even though he's fierce at times, but he cares alot for me. Be there for me and always cheers me up. Haaahhs! Never had a kor like him before. :D

Very qi dai the photo shooting trip with eu :D Gonna be his tour guide! xD Haaaahh~! Jys saving on your dsrl cam ohh! xD

-This short post is only for my precious ahkor! xD Miss eu ohhhs.

2010-02-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

She loves sleeping :D

She can sleep anyway :D

And She is the one and only "Namuun" :D

2010-02-09T22:25:00.004+08:00

Kinda lazy to bloggy nowadays. :P
Lol. Miss-ed my deric kor many many! That pig!
X: well, as i put -Misses Deric Kor! at msn, many people pm me "why never miss me?" or "where's my name?". The last person who asked me where's his name had already got me mentally prepared for his question! Haahhs, wanted to put all but due to lack of space x:
I shall post all here :D

- x3 Deric Kor~

- x3 Sky Y Loviee~

- x3 Sky Spongebob~

- x3 Hui Kit LazyBum Prince~

- x3 MING ZHI Piggy ~

- x3 Zeo Stupide~

- x3 Steph Darling ~

- x3 Rinn Shit ass ~

- x3 Han dumb ass ~

- x3 Dada Baby

- x3 Ting Twinnie ~

- x3 Suan Banana ~

- x3 YJ Ahma ~

- x3 YongLiang Daddy ~

- x3 Elina Zhabor ~

- x3 Linddy SugarPie ~

- All here are my top loves :D Those who are there for me and cheers me up :D -
Love die all :D

2010-01-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

The lonliness of nights alone

The search for strength to carry on

My ever hope has seemed to die

My eyes had no more tears to cry

Then like the sun shined from up above

You surrounded me with your endless love

And all the tings I couldn't see

Are now so clear to me

You are my everything

Nothing your heart won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray On bended knee

That you will always be

My everything

You're the breath of life in me

The only one that sets me free,

And you have made my soul complete

For all time (for all time)

Your my everything (Your my everything)

Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)

My life is yours alone (alone)

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through (Your spirit pulls me through)

When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)

Every night I pray (I pray)

On bended knee (on my knee)

That you will always be, My everything

Your my everything (Your my everything)

2010-01-17T18:54:00.002+08:00

This (on the left) is my baby huda :D
My baby,
My Cockster!
My hugger!
She's been with me and give me moral support everytime or whenever I need company.
She never left me & tried her best in helping me.
Her encouragement & her silly jokes always cheers me up. :P
She turn my life from boring till Maddd !
Thankks baby for everything!
Love Die You ! ~

2010-01-15T19:23:00.002+08:00

Congrats to all World Skills People & Those who had qualified .!

Cheerup Yi Jing Ahma(: Even though eu didn't get selected in the qualifying round today, Dont be upset alrights. There's still many chances of competiting like the upcoming AFJ competition. Martini Barcardi & NCC :D There's still many chance to win(: So dont upset kkayys ^^ Lets walk this difficult path together :D

2010-01-08T17:21:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I want say ! I miss my stupidde! D:

Well, few days ago, mr tan asked whose interested to join the upcoming AFJ competition. Quite a number of us raised up our hands & wanted to join. And sir said we had to handup our own creatived receipe by thurs which is yesterday. Well, in the end only I & Yi Jing passed up the receipe. Lol. Was shocked to hear that we are the only 2 in class. Exclusive of FG students.

Ohya, Our class had changed from FA to FM .__.

First thing I thought of FM was "Free Market" in maplestory. LOL!

Elina thought of "Finishing Move" in auditionsea.

Mr tan said FM stands for "Filipino Maid".

Fm sounds abit weird. But still is our class :D

Backed to th main point.
After school went to staff room to get the AFJ application form from Mr Chairul (Anime) :D Felt quite bad asking him to help me print. Lol.
Cause he was rushing eating cause he had to take his class. Yaa so, while eating he helped me to print. Touched x: Thank-ed him & went to write th form and let mr tan recorrect my mistake and went off. Got to clementi central there to fax over the form, heard the aunty there said they didn't open th machine. Hais. But still can fax over. :D

Went to slack somewhere with Huda, while ....ing I was thinking to myself. Can I make it to the 2nd heat of the competition? Can I do it? Yaa. It sounds like im faithless in myself. But for once, I wanted to do something for myself, Okay, Win something for myself. Always i've been lazy and unwilling to do what im suppose to do. But now, is time to buck up. Time flies while having fun. But after fun, years pass. Less chances will be given to succeed in life. So now, I wanted to take this chance to give myself smething I can do, to succeed myself. Work hard for my future. (: Future is in my hands.
I asked huda "Can I do it?" Immediately she knows what im refering to. She said yes i can. Only if i have faith in myself.
Never win I also wont be discourage. At least i've done my best(: Thats what i can be happy about. (:

Yaa, thats about all for my posting(:

If God is willing to give me this chance,

i'll sure treasure it.

Im not letting go this time.

2009-12-25T00:09:00.001+08:00

SPECIAL THANKS TO AUNTY IRENE FOR TH GIFT ! XD

She bought me a braclet :D Is like so superb nice lahhs. & also HELLO KITTY ! XD

Merry Xmas Everyone~!

2009-12-23T15:46:00.006+08:00

**This Are My 4 Besties That Stayed With Me Through Thicks & Thins. No matter when im upset they're there for me. They'll try their best to help me. (:
They make me laugh till die. :D
We have fun together, and suffer together :D This is th true meaning of friendship that i've never experienced before(: Thankks guys for everything :D
x3 Huda (Baby Bitch)
x3 Wei Ting (Twinnie)
x3 Suan (Salty Banana)
x3 YiJing(Forever Grandmother:P)

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Yesterday stayed home till 5. Bathed and changed & went out to meet My Baby Bitch, Twinnie & Th Salty Banana :D

Met My Baby bitch & went behind mrt there to puff afew while waiting for suann to come.

Headed over to BK cause im hungry. Haaahh. They accompany me eat & crap till wei ting twinnie comes.

Well, she's sian to study yesterday so we went walkwalk @ arcade. Twinnie forgot to pres money so we went down B2. But wrong storey. It was a carpark x: No way out.

So we pressed th lift to go up again.

When th lift arrives, there's still fcuking couple. Thought they are going up as well as they aren't coming out of th lift, so th 4 of us went in.

When im going in, that guy came out and bump me, making me almost fall. Fcuking son of a bitch. I mumbered something to that guy and his stupid girlfriend turned to stare @ me.

Ahbeng & Ahlian Dai sai ahs? Fcuking couple.

Idiotic R%&($^W%%&)%$^*$^#(*)*(&^*&$^$#@!!!!!!

Enough of them, we went down posb to withdraw money and went up to arcade again. :D

Me & weiting tried th 3D roller coaster ride first. Haahhs kinda exciting x: Bit of giddy but fun :D

PlayPlay till 9. Ting & suan went off. Left my baby bitch & me :D

We slackslack. Get afew puffs & went mac buy double chocolate. sat outside civic center talktalk awhile & headed home :D

Bath-ed & played comp till 3 plus. Went watch tv till 5 & sleep :D

2009-12-09T20:50:00.003+08:00

我记得在 241006 你告诉我, 我们的故事结束了. 以为你在和我开玩笑.
当我看见你把我们一起拥有的爱情项链拿下交给我的时候. 我能感觉我的心非常默.
你说你的心已经没有我的存在你也不能再爱我, 因为你爱上了她. 给我最后一个吻就从我身后走了.
傻傻的看着那条项链.

为什么!!
为什么!!!
为什么!!!!
为什么你为了她把我给抛弃! 忘记我们这两年在一起的日子.
你这样对我一点都不公平!

三年了,
我还是不能把你忘掉. 我知道你是不会回来找我.
我想让你知道, 你从来没被遗忘.

-- 失去的一切, 再也不会再从来 --

从现在开始我不会再去想你和我们的过去了.

2009-11-22T11:03:00.003+08:00

Wei Ting & The Chipmunks :P

KaiLeng & Me(:

stupid weiting took a snapshot of us.

Mr Tan's Baby full month cake :D soooo cuteeee

Yesterday whole afternoon rotted till evening. Met Suan, Wei Ting and kaileng at JE first.

While waiting for kaileng we went to this fashion and Alano shopshop(: Found a really cute white top. Gonna get that top!!! Haaahhs.

Kaileng came and we together bus-ed 105 to mr tan's house. Quite near the station too. Haaahh. Alighted, crossed the road and walk-ed there.

Blocks there are quite complicated. With blocks A, B and C. Hmmmms. Went up and saw many people were there already. Including mr liew's student. But didn't saw mr liew.

Greeted mr tan and went inside to see his baby! OMG! Th baby is so damn cuteeeee cannnn!

I wanted to carry him but I scare he might figle and dropped :P So I see th others carry then. (:

LOL.

Kaileng kinda spoils the chicks head. As eu look closely to the head of the chick eu can see a hole. LOL ! she thought it was a toy and go touch. :P Awww. Poor chick :P

Eat and talk till 10.20pm. Together we went out with mr tan. Greeted farewell to mr tan and everyone head to take bus. We bus-ed 333 and it was a long ride. ( A ride around Yishun Somemore :P ) By wei ting. Haaaahhs

We talked with andrew, wenhao, justin and james and crapped till we reached the station. All alighted at JE. Wait for suan come out of toilet and I train-ed home with michael , andrew and teng(:

Tiredddd !

Reach-ed home, Bathe, Play maple for awhile and slept. :P

2009-10-23T19:31:00.003+08:00

Th Cocktail I made at home :D

We're dismissed quite early today. Went canteen to eat with ting, kl and co. Dhenn some of us went home. Me and weiting headed to cityvibe. wanted to play lan but cannot. Hmmm.. Sianns. So Thats why went home so early.

Reached home bathed and watch my condor of hero show. Finally finish watching the whole cd (: Prepared to rot tonight. Rinn working ):

2009-10-20T23:46:00.003+08:00

Here are some pics taken last week. (: Last friday no school :D Off day for us. So I and Wei Ting went to vivo watch movie(: Actually wanted to watch "Tsunami" but we were late so we decided to watch "Pandorum" instead.

Lol. Many shocking scences and many ugly ugly aliens x:

with huge sharp pointies at the back of them. Lawls.Many Humans are bloodied up by the aliens too. x:

Yuckkkks! Omggg. x:

Haaahhs. After movie we went to sky park slack slack. Ahyong called Wei Ting. Listen to them talk crapp x: walkwalk awhile dhenns headed home. WeiTing walked with me to interchage, I took 188 home while weiting took train back home. (:

Saturday and Sunday Rotted At Home! So siannns! x:

Monday which was yesterday.

Mr Tan, Mr Liew and Mr Jonathan Siah was mc. Lol. All lessons cancelled. First lesson. One of the lecturer took over. We slacked in class and awhile later Mr chairul came in. Lol. It was our junior's first day in amber operation. so some of our classmates including me went to amber eat support them Haahhs. Same as always, Everyone was nervous. I sat at a table of 4pax with sheryl, rachel and yijing. While On My right was elina and co's table and on my left was huda and co's table. I ate "Cream of mushroom cappucino" for soup. "Breaded Fish Fillet" for main course and "Baked Apple Phyllo Parcel" for dessert. Haaahhs. x: miss the taste x:

Finished eating head back to class as mr paul took over mr siah lesson. Sian half. Lol. End lesson around 3 plus 4. (:

2009-09-27T16:30:00.002+08:00

Haaahhs. Sorry guys. Was lazy and tired to post for the past few days :D

Here im back in posting. (:

24Sept09

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Morning went for chu shi with elina (: Was a opening ceremony. Is a rather hot day so everyone cepak cepak dhenns can go back guan lerhhs.

After chu shi elina came my house bathe. Slackslack awhile dhenns take train to bedok and cabbed to ECP for the class bbq (: By the time we reached is already 7+, as the sky starts to darken. Talk talk eat eat and see some classmates, mr liew, mr tan play "Dai Di". Lol. Mr liew is a good player and good drinker. After many rounds, elina was the first to so call"drunk" she stand beside the pit and blurblur. Lol. Soon, she began to seisei liao. Lol. She called me as weiting and call weiting as me. Lol. Laughs! Kindda funny though. XD

Called kaiqing and sent her home. while she's resting beside the pit. I went drinking with a few people at the beach. Most of them drink only a little and I finish the 1/3 of the Vodka myself. Lol. kaiqing came and passed elina bag to him dhenns I sit at the beach there emo xP
Lol. Haaahhs. Somehow I also become seisei. forgot what I said and to who. Lol.
Around 10.45pm me, weiting and kaileng took cab together. I go weiting house and kaileng went hougang mall meet her friend. Went weiting house slack awhile while waited for kaileng to come after meeting her friend. Use comp awhile dhenns me and weiting went to the nearest coffee shop to buy some supper xP
Hungryyy.! Forgot eat at the bbq xP
eat and watch the channel 8 horror movie. Lol. Dhenns go sleep at 3am. Super tired. In the middle of th night. weiting talking on phone and disturb me wakeup. Lol. xP
We wokeup at around 12plus I think. Wash-ed up and prepare to go out. We went to compass point with twinnie , kaileng, weiting bro and his bro friend to meet weiting's mom (: Had lunched. Shopp-ed awhile and I took 161 and trained back home. (:

26Sept09
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Went To kelly house in the afternoon after mama came back, ahma was there too. Bought alot of food and ate there. :P:P TalkTalk awhile and go home lerhhs. (: Sadd-ed. Kelly had to work so cant slack with her. (:

27Sept09
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Today, 830am have to reach guan, but we were late. Cause was waiting for elina. Lol. She's Late! Same as always! Lol. Also met cassey 7.50am at cck interchange. Together train-ed to jurong east meet elina and bus-ed 98 to guan. (: Today chu big event. So some shi guan people came to help too. Firstly, we went to geylang there to take some clothes and went to kaki bikit there for opening ceremony. (: We chu fish, eastern lion, western lion, dragon and phoenix today. Haaahhs. Was fun^^ Finished at around 2plus. Back to guan. packedpacked so things, changed and took kweeyong's car back home. (:
Haaahhs (: shall stop posting now, going out with weiting and siew later to watch movie (: heee. Seeyas all ^^
-Takecares-
Loves&Misses
{&}`Reneyy

2009-09-21T21:53:00.002+08:00

20 September 2009
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Stayyed at home till evening. Missed my ahyi and grandma so decided to go visit them. Haahhs so I bus-ed to their house. Chatted with them while waited for the stupid kelly to get ready and around 9pm we reached BPP (:
I bought a cute pinkish top at "EarthDoll". Heee. ! The two fluffy balls make the top look so damn superly cute cahhns! X: and somemore is just 10 bucks! Loveeeiie that top! Haaahhs! Anyways. After buying we went to mac eat our dinner. :D Slack awhile dhenns head back home. But on my way to LRT. One big bunch of idiot and pathetic guys and girls there causing trouble for me. Too tired so decided not to quarrell with them.

Bunch of IMMATURE kids!

Growup man ! Society doesn't need people like you anymore.! Suckers!
Well, took lrt home, bathed and chatted with my daddy till 3am in the morning. (:

21 September 2009
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Oh Gosh! I had a super hard time getting up! Slept at 3am yesterday and wokeup at 7. I was late morning call elina. Causing her to be late. Sorry zhabor!
Met elina at JE Control and quickly cabbed to guan. We are SUPER late! Reached guan, everybody already changed and already ready to go. MeiMei helped us take clothes, faster change, get on the truck and move to chinatown area for chu shi :D
Weather was hot. So everyone chopchop and get things done quite quickly. (: Chu finish the kai mu dhenns head back to guan.
We changed and go eat at lot one (: ate at foodcourt. Went to play para awhile with elina and soon I had to go off to ahma house meet mummy. (:
Got my new lappy today! Haahhs happy!!
X: Okays I shall end here.
Guudnighhts everyone! :D

-Lastly, Baby I Love you! ~

2009-09-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

Reflections! XP

12-0909
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Wokeup at around 1plus going to 2pm.
Heard velyn say kelly coming my house. LOL. Kinda shocked
Also think is impossible. As that time she'll be sleeping like a log. No offence pig. :D
Anyway. Slacked at my house and headed to kelly house. Waited her to bathed as I audi :D HeehHeeh! So happy. Finally Level 16 xP
Yaya. kinda slow. But yarhhs. I passed with just one licence :D Cool right xP
Done everything lerhhs. Me and Kelly went to BPP to meet Minthu(kelly's boyfriend). Stand outside 7-Eleven and do our "business" and from far heard someone called my name and saw cassey. LOL. Her legs with bruises. Think she fall off down or something. LOL. Chit Chat awhile and off her go with her friends :D
Next, me, kelly and minthu went KFC to eat. XD Super hungry larhhs. Ordered Bandito Meal :D LOL. We slowly take our time eat, cause kfc closing. Haaahh! How bad were we. :D
Slacked awhile with them at void deck and around 11 I went off :D While on LRT, called baby and talked with him. LOL. Gosh. I miss him. ! T.T
Reached home, bathed, rest and sleep :D

*Well, Saturday and Sunday happenings are around the same. So I wont post about sundays :D

14-0909
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Meet wei ting and yijing around 9 today. Was suppose to meet 8:30. xP But I overslept xP
ps guys. Haahh! Went to school and do our usual stuff and had my breakfast :D!
well, went up to class at 9:45 and we had RFBO Theory Lesson :D! It was a fun lesson. I learned many things inclusive of mini bar :D Lots of writting today but I had a enjoyable lesson with mr liew. Haahh :D After break was mr siah lesson. SQL (: He got us ready for tomorrow's theory test :D Much to memorise and also "burn and drink" :D
Haahh (: Enough of posting. Have to get back to studies :D!
Byeeee! Sayonara! ~

2009-08-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

Helloos! Im back to posting :D
I know is been like MANY months ever since my last post XP
Partly or can say Mostly. I am lazy :D Blehh.

Well, 3 Days ago which is 26August, attached to Valent ! :D Baby I love youus! :D

Life is kinda getting quite smoothly. Earlier this month, I had a reckless decision on quitting the course. Went to seek mr koh about the matter. Blahh Blahh Blahhh. Dhenns mr liew got to know the matter. He had a small talk with me.
Since beginning of the school term, honestly speaking. I hate mr liew alot. See him like see ghost, faster run. Hate attending his lessons all this. BUT, after the talk with him, I realise he's not the kind of lecturer everyone thinks he is.
He's always been saying "I dont care" but deeply, he really cares :D I've really seen the BRIGHTER sight of his instead of his dark sides. Haahh. Is quite amazing that he's soft hearted XD
But I really appreciate alot. I've made a promise to mr liew. I'll study hard and finish the course. XD
Well, Lessons had gone more and more interesting and fun :D More challenging, More exciting and more laughter.
I like the course better now then before :D

Also, Some friends problem is getting quite irritating. Rinn's in hospital, friends around me or hating each other. Hais. Whyy cant people just live in peace? I HATE BEING IN THE MIDDLE EVERYTIME ! LOL.

2009-06-27T12:46:00.003+08:00

260609-

Yesterday morning to afternoon rotted at home. LOL. Playing audi while waiting for time to pass. Until 6.30pm went out to find xiiaozhu & co at clementi. :D
When I reached the control station, surprisingly I saw Adeline (: From yesterday dhenn I know she's not a fierce person. xP Always see her never smile it seems like shes fierce . Haahh x;x; from what I see yesterday, shes very easy going and funny person to talk to. haaahhh x;
we went to play lan at the cityvibe for about one hour. Well, when I wanted to go pay for the 1hr I played, xiiaozhu ask me go out dun need pay. Dhenns we just went off like that. Haaahh x;x; Badd right? x;x;
Went for ciggy break lerhhs jiuus go arcade play :D and head back to yewtee slack awhile and balek kampong :D
Funny bunch of people yesterday. Joker + Cockster. Haaahh x;x;

The greatest gift that I could give you, is the gift of happiness(:
Treasure what you have with each other.
Stay happy and lovely. (:

2009-06-14T13:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun :D
Went out with Khai Bestie. Met him 4pm at chinatown cause he wants to go see his wig for his cosplay on 11july :D
Dhenn we had a long walk and also kinda lost to suntec . Is a long long walk from china town to cityhall. Haahh X:
bestie is a badd tour guide. But dhenn, I found another cock-ster. He's damn funny luhhs. Keep making me laugh. Haahh x:
Gave him a name, cause while he's trying to be funny he walked like a penguin. So I name him as penguin xP
After that super long walk finally reached suntec. x; tired ! xp
Went to Otaku House to buy his monkey ___ suit for cosplay :D quite big for him x; Haahhs.
Got a free gift, keychain, "Gara". LOL ! Keep making me laugh with gara. x; Wanted to go watch movie "hannah montana" but today movie only got one session which is over long ago x.x
Cannot watch lo.
So we headed to Plaza Sing there. LOL. Called weiting(twinnie) ask her where is she, lol she told me she went vivo and come back for movie later. Haahh x;
see the queue so long for the movie , bestie and I lazy queue xp

Dhenn we went to somewhere which I dunnoe where to eat and play 2 hours of L4D :D
Addiction :D
After weiting, kaileng and YongLiang see finish their movie they call me. Dhenn bestie and I went to find them outside cathay :D
Accompany them go eat at plaza sing kfc. Yl very funny x.x go buy chicky meal lol.
Eat finish liao yl and kaileng went home first. left twinnie, bestie and me. LOL.
That pigpig weiting say want go home dhenn we also lo. xP
Went to take mrt dhenn twinnie went to take train first
and bestie waited the train with me :D he wanted to send me home but late lerhhs so asked him go home, if not he no train go home xP.

Thanks Bestie

for the wonderful day youus spend with me :DD
I will miss youus(:
Miss and Lovees youus ^^
Takecare ehhs(:
♥♥

2009-06-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

Heysheys(: im back to posting again .
Haahh X: okays im no longer a "Lazy zhuzhu" :D
now im a hardworking zhuzhu ;DDD
Right mushmush? :D

Luckily this few days go school not really studying. Yarhhs. Cause..
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER MAN! xP
But still dunnoe how well or not well I did xP
can pass im happy lerhhs . Haahh (:
Today go school reported @ Amber. Do some cleaning up and after awhile micheal asked elina, me, yijing and kaileng to go up training restaurant pantry to wash the SMELLY AND DIRTY napkins which already been unwashed for 2-3weeks! Grouse ! Moulds sticking on it too. Is so damn ewww ewww ewww !! smelly! LOL. The smell is like rotten orange with rotten mushrooms smell. Feel like vomitting x.x till now, the smell is still roaming in my nose! Grouse! Feel like puking.! Ohgod. xP
LOL! Dismiss lerhhs dhenn we go down to JE there play lan.
Slack at block 244 there to wait for mushmush to come (:
Met him dhenn we went play lan together,
Haahh(: Chiong audi with elinaa zhabor :D
LOL. Super funny today! Think they will get my meaning"the sky very dark" xP
After playing for 2hours mushmush need go back home lerhhs.
Yarhhs, so he went back first):
Me, eric and elina continue playing audi and mushmush came to join in audi for awhile dhenn he went to sleep.

Haahhs. MushMush is a sleepy pigggg!! xP

2009-05-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

The fish I carved today ;D

Morning report at 8am and met weiting at clementi bus stop at 7:25 like that dhenn went school together. Was fucking tired luhhs. Hais. Reached home about 12 , bathed already and chiong my report for yesterday's incident. Slept at 1plus and wakeup at 6am. LOL! Pull myself to get up today.

Reached school lerhhs. slept awhile dhenn mr tan came to collect our report.

Had Beverage lesson with mr siah today. He went through with us and do some revision to prepare us for next theory test and exam (:

Sooon, Is mr chairul lesson ;DDD We had carving test today. Carving fish ;DDDD

Well, as for today im quite happy with myself. I carved better than the past few times I did (: So yeahhs. this is something good to be happy with ;DDD

After carving, clear up and everyone went to TR1 to find mr tan to do the survey and go home (:

Went to eat dinner with weiting & yijing xP very full LOL! Yarhhs and headed home after that. Was too tired to go elsewhere. X:

Should stop here lerhhs. Kinda tired X:

But still ...

MUST MISS ME HORHHS ;DDDDD

2009-05-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

The mocktails of all Participants(:

My mocktail - Purple-lish Fantasy

All our mocktails (:

Wow, Today can say is a very Nervous, Shocking and Happy day for me.

Its the MOCKTAIL COMPETITION today.(: yeahhs. Everybody are nervous and scared.

We're competing againest FG which is our juniors.

All participants were to report outside TR1 @ 10:45am. Haahh but I reached school @ 10am.

Went up to the self access room to find tricia and yijing. Helped tricia prepared her garnish and finish up my garnish. Prepare ourselves and head down to the training restaurant. Briefing by our own CA, register ourselves and went into the holding room.

We were all sitted according to our rounds. Im Round 6 ;D My table consist of Wenhao, Sharon and Joon Kiat (: Haahh all are quite jokeky people. ;DD

When Round 3 participants went in to compete I already felt very nervous, trying to calm myself down.

When yijing comes back from the competition room she told me how scary it was. OMGGG!?!

More stress gaining on me ): I sat there keep praying and praying to God to bless me !

Finally after my rounds , it was round 6 people's turn . we went in to prepare our 'Mise en place'.

LOL ! Tough luck for me, my judge went M.I.A! LOL ! All my other group members had started making their drink already, im still standing there waiting for my judge to come back x.x

WTHH !?! When my other members had almost done with their drinks my judge dhenn come back and start to prepare my drink.

Was very nervous, my hands were shaking when I using the tongs to take ice and also pouring the drink. LOL. Mr Chairul the ANIME keep making me laugh. as he is the judge for panel 2. Oh yarhhs, im panel 1. the very first one x.x

God damn it and mr tan standing beside there looking at my performance. I know I did alot of mistakes.

Something that makes me stunt, after I had finished preparing my drinks and ready to go back to the holding room, mr chairul called me over and talked to me, he told me he's impressed by the way I shake my shaker, sort of unique way and said he would want to learn from me. I said to him "why?" dhenn he told me "seriously, I would be willing to learn from you". Haahh was shocked but I agreed (:

Went back to holding room and waited for other rounds to complete their competition. (:

It was 4.20pm, we had a 40minutes break and report 5pm outside training restaurant. Went to grab a bite and anxious to know the results. wow. cant eat peacefully when yijing keep grabing my food x.x LOL !

After eating reported back to TR1 outside and went into siahuat and see zhang an and one more FK guy perform mocktail with real flaring, wow ! impressive! ;D

-TIME FOR ANNOUNCING OF THE RESULTS-

Most people from FA won ;D 11 out of 20 (:

YEAHHH ! I MADE IT TO THE TOP 20 participants! Can go into finals lerhhs !

haahh which is 1 month away ;D

Yupps(: I will do my very very best. The next competition will be stress and exciting. Cause there were only be 3 winners. 1st, 2nd or 3rd (: Yupps ^^ Still, today is a very honourable and unique day. We get to experience inter class competitions. (:

Lastly, Need thank the judges for giving me a chance even though I made alot of mistakes (:
Thank God helped me today, he gave me confidence and courage to face the judge and God carried me through my toughest time. He helped me and walked me through my dreams. (:

Thankyou God (:!

(God, forever more will be a wonderful God, He blesses us, Walked us through our deepest and darkers times. He's the salt and light for us. Praisethelord!)♥

2009-04-25T23:10:00.001+08:00

ROT !

AUDITING !

EAT !

SLEEP !

SLACK !

MAFIA WARS !

MSN !

BLOG !

lazy to post anything X: as you can see. I spend my time rotting at home today :D End !

2009-04-18T16:33:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMocL8SnMhc&feature=related
-- CLICK ON THIS LINK
(some contents might be quite bloody)

Somehow, I found and clicked on this link in youtube.
During the video. I broke down in tears, looking at how tough and pain Jesus had shed.
Gave up his life to set US free.

John 14:6
I am the way, the truth and the life. No man cometh unto the father. But by me.

Corinthians 5:21
For he hath ,ade him to be sin for us who knew no sin.. that we might be made the righteousness of God in him.

Hebrews 9:28
So christ was once offered to bear the sins of christ.

For God, I will continue to strive for what I am doing. For he's the way, the truth and the life. Nothing is impossible in his hands.
So lord, I commend my life into your hands, surrender my life to you. Bless me with wisdom and strength.
TO GOD BE THE GLORY OF ALL !

2009-03-28T16:26:00.003+08:00

--520 Huart arhhs!

Elina, weiting & me :D ILYYY

Me & Janet :DD She's sexy :D

Me & Kaileng :DDD

Hello people.

Im backing for posting :D

Bet youu miss me right.?

Haaaaahhhh. Well, thanks to Ah Xiang Kor for the nags he gave me and saying my blog is dead, im back :D ~

Anyw, this week schedule for me is quite pack ;D

Just hadd our FA class bbq on thursday 26March, at pasir ris park (:

Hmm, met yijing and rachel 2pm at jurong east platform and we took mrt to pasir ris. For me is one end to the other end, is like choachukang to pasir ris x.x LOL. We chatted in the train, so the journey seems to be quite short :D Yarhhs! Finally reached pasir ris x.x elina came to fetch us and we saw ayu, sharifah, james and kaileng ;D they were going to the pit to setup first. while the rest went to find the others in white sands shopping center :D

saw weiting, janet and syahidah at kfc and wait for them to finish their food and head to the pool there to see the guys and others play. :D

Around 4 plus or 5 together we went to the pit at pasir ris park. Some of them went to rent bikes! Rofl. I want to rent too budd I dunnoe how to ride ):

We walk walk, play play and eat eat and drink drink. Drank almost one bottle of carlsberg xP

abit giddy.

So qiao, our seniors FK class also having their class chalet. LOL, some went over to join them. LOL ahteng drink until he drunk and walked like a penguin xPPP quite funny.

We stayed there till 11:30pm and dhenn me, elina and janet went to elina house and ton while the rest stayed at the pit. Heard from weiting that they went to "red house" to explore :D

Hmmm. Went to elina hus, bathed, talked and sleep around 3-4plus x.x

Haahh NOW I KNOW SOMETHING! ELINA SNORES! :DDDDDDDD

LOL. Thats funny xP

Okay larhhs. I lazy post lerhh. let the pictures do the talking bahh ^^

2009-03-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

JUST GREAT LORHHS~ !

I injured my foot at the second last day of school x.x
Gosh~ FA2 (My class group) is like having practical like almost everyday except for tuesday, saturday and sunday. Imagine how long we've to stand everyday ): Yarhhs. and this is the reason why I injured my foot. x.x
Well, morning was Tableside service lesson widd mr chairul. Yay! Got back our class test paper. I passed! 67% and a score of 4o/6o. Heee! After went through the paper with teacher, is our OTT (own time target) we can do anything we want. sleep also can. xP yarhhs I slept. But slept half way. felt really cold. LOL. At least we got to rest awhile before our NIGHTMARE begins. ):
After mr chairul lesson. we have practical widd mr tan x.x change into full uniform and went to Training restaurant. The girls practice carrying and balancing of plates and guys practice how to use the POS (Point of sale) cashier system. Well, practice for awhile and went for lunch. LOL. didn't eat much too. Mr Liew took over the lesson after lunch as mr tan had to run off to listen to a briefing about his course during our holidays.
Firstly, we practice laying of table cloth and double layer of table cloth x.x I took 5 times to complete laying one table. Ya! is pathetic. im stupid! I admit.

When everyone had completed their training on table cloth. we move to outside training restaurant for the plates.
We are grouped with two by two. One who can handle the plates and the other who is weak in carrying plates. Well, obviously im the weaker one, my partner is michael. we walked 6 by 6. In front was Yijing and dylan. Secondly, Radzy and Huda, Lastly is me and michael. carrying 3 plates is easy. (: still can handle quite well. But to the second part is kinda challenging. 3 plates and 3 sets of cutlery. Must walk the second level one big round. I stopped at half a round x.x dead already x.x
While the rest went to walk the second level. I try taking 12 plates. wahh. that was like high larhhs. super duper heavy. zzz. Like cramps and bottom of my foot starts to hurt, damn it. Had a hard time walking lorhhs. Haix, luckily have yijing send me home, her father was driving cab. Thanks yeahhs (:
LOL. Leg still superly hurts. Going to see a polyclinic tmr about my leg x.x suck it.
sadds lohhs.

2009-03-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

SERENE IS SERIOUSLY BREAKING DOWN SOON~!

STRESS!
STRESS!
STRESS!

Never had been this stress before in my 17years of school life. This like can say to be the worst. Couldn't find anyone to talk to and dunnoe how to say out my thoughts and feelings.
HELP!
School is getting more and more stress for me.
BRS (basic restaurant service) practical is stressing me up. As since young im a very slow learner, when people can capture very fast, im still half way there! Or worst not even there!
Felt so useless and stupid at times. Like today, mr liew asked everyone of us why he dunt find enthusiasm in us when studying. But it seems like most of the reasons we give, he have another reason to cover.
Like most of us said because of the timing and go home late after lessons made us tired and cant focus well on studies. Mr liew said he can ask mr tan to delay the lesson abit. BUT it doesn't make a difference at all. Come late means go home late what. WHATS THE BLOODY POINT ANYWAY ?!?
Getting myself sick, unhealthy. Health is getting more and more weaker each day. Still I try my best to absorb as much info as I can. Im trying. Really im.
Every night I cant sleep well, been thinking back what I have done in school and what I have done wrong and the mistakes I keep repeating. Even in my dreams I also dream about it. I've been getting from bad to worst. ):
GONE CASE! Thats two nice words to describe me now. I've been starting to hate myself more and more for having such a slow and dumb brain.
Hating myself that I always dunt understand!@
SERENE IS A GONER!

2009-02-28T21:08:00.003+08:00

Spent most of my time rotting. Afternoon went to sister house to meet ely, wanzhen, sihua ;DDD
Play cards downstairs and crapping ourselves xPP. It was fun but for a short awhile only. Glad that I could see them after such a long time. Miss them man. :D

2009-02-23T20:04:00.002+08:00

God is our wonderful God

A Saviour

And

Our Loving Father.

Jesus died on the cross for us,

because of our sins.

He paid the price and sacrifise his life for us.

So now, Jesus my one and only saviour

I commit my life, heart and soul to you.

Change a new me and peel off the old me.

I want to serve you better and stay with you everyday.

Amen! (:

SATURDAY SERVICE WAS GREAT ~!

We had two guest from Overseas and they are "Sister Joy and Dr Kevin". Both of them are a loving married couple for more than 47years. (: Dr Kevin talked to us about maintaining a relationship between a couple, A husband or wife needs and things between married couples.

Even the preching was not really suitable for the age of us now, but God is saying this to prepare us for the future. God had answered my question that was inside my heart for a long time.

And is about "Affairs". The preaching mostly are for married couples but for young teenagers, we also have our own relationship problems with boyfriend/girlfriend.

People had an affairs outside mainly because of stress and they think that talking to their wife/husband may not be an answer to them, so they used other people as a hook to relieve their stress.

Dr Kevin is right. Couples should not only see their needs but to look at each other's needs. And sometimes they can combine their ideas together and work out something which both could enjoy.

Sister Joy and Dr Kevin had been married for more than 47years and they can maintain such a loving relationship. I really envy them.

Yes, I agree, is difficult. But if we use our hearts to see each other, instead of using the eyes to judge, then relationships will be better off.

Hmm, cant really reveal all, as it might not be understandable to some readers ;D

Thank God that I really enjoyed the preaching and also thank God for hearing my prayers and answer my questions. (:

God, is our heavenly father. Not only he teaches us but he saves us as well.

Last month, while I was crossing the road, I didn't see the motorbike that was coming towards me and I just crossed the road. A loud honk blew at me, the bike was coming fast at me. I wokeup from my blurish and escape from death. The bike swept through me, it was like 2cm away that the bike swept through, i could feel the heatof the bike. That time I was so glad that I could escape death. God call me out of my blurish sight and push me off from my danger point. After that incident, I could feel God's pressence more. (: Thank God that I could still be standing here but not in the hospital.

**There's only one Jesus Christ in Heaven, BUT, he's still beside each and everyone of us. Helping us, Protecting us and Teaches us (: **

I LOVE YOU JESUS!

2009-02-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

Worst Experience. Health Is Falling Each Time.

Today I was late so decided to cabbed to school instead. On my way to school, I saw 2 ambulance, so I was thinking to myself that those two ambulance are for me later. xP
LOL. Went in school, but teacher was not there yet, till 9plus dhen we started our 5 stations for the NAEFA test. Wow, I was so surprise that my "Pull-Ups", I can do 10! More than the amount I do in secondary school. Haahh. so happy! xP waited as everyone finished their stations. Went for a short break and went for the 2.4km run at the canal. Walked to our starting point and started running.
During the run, I was breathless but I continued running. My main goal is to finish the run. Wei Ting saw me breathless and tired. She insisted me on sitting down but I still refused.
When I made it to 1.2km, collect my ice cream stick and continue running.
Due to Out of breath and chest pain, tightness. I collapse on the grass.
My breath was quick and was having panic attacks. Luckily weiting was beside me. But I was really afraid that I would black-ed out.
Slowly Cramps and Numbness starts to attack. Awhile later Janet, Eilina, Namuun came. The S&W teacher asking those around me to keep talking to me, preventing me from passing out. Cramps and numbness are running through my body. Could hardly talked and move. Immediately I lost concious. No more sounds and vision was seen.
Soon, the ambulance came and sent me to N.U.H
Went To the A&E department. Had my drips, sugar blood test and xray. At first, I was suffering painfully inside. after awhile, my breath starts to gain back to its regular self.
Was discharge at around 6:30pm.
Went Out of the observation ward and saw Janet, Yijing and Kaileng waiting for me. Shocked but happy to see them. Weiting and Eilina came but went off early (:
Collected medicines and went for dinner at lot one. (:

It was a painful and badd suffering experience I had today. Recently, My health has been falling. ):
But Wanted to thank Ellina, Weiting, Namuun, Janet, YiJing and Kaileng for their help today and the card that they wrote to me. Thanks girls. Love ya all lots! (:
Hope I can recover soon and no more sickness please!.

2009-02-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

Today was soooo funny & scary (:
Well, had PE in the morning and it didn't went well. Actually I could skip pe today cos of my medical condition. But still I insist on running, as I wanted to train my staminar for 2.4km run next week. Sir, ask us to run around the school for 2 rounds and gave us a timing of 6mins. I hadd to do a quick run.
But till the second round, I collapse. Suddenly I blacked out. My vision was lost, but one thing for sure, Im still awake. I can feel sounds around me but just cant feel or see anything. T.T
I was just too afraid that I cried and felt someone grab me. When my vision came back, I saw jann, weiting and janet beside me. Still, my vision was blurish.
Thanks guys for your help (:

Sat down and chat with the others who are not well also. Someone was even worst dhen me, Ayu almost fainted and shiela went over to help. Takecare Girl ! (:
Sat there rest & chat till PE was over. Went for lunch and go out of school, slacked for awhile with my babies and classmates & balek kampong (:
It was rather a fun day except for the collapsing part.

Lastly: Thanks guys for helping me today. And Dr Boon Hao :D

2009-02-03T21:05:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps,
Is been another super duper long time since my last post. xP
busy with school and others bahhs ;D
Well, school was super fun :D
Ever since I joined my course (FBO) in ite, I became more and more into studies, more enthu and willing to learn more, better than the last time (: Yeahhs, thats a good start for me :D
Haahh.. today's lesson was simple. reached school at 7:20 .__. met yijing at canteen. the canteen is mostly empty. LOL. I wonder why I reached school so early .__. Haahh talked and waited for the rest to come, 7:40 went to PE room and mr tan was there taking attendace.. woo~ we were close to late x.x Mr tan came straight after we reach the pe room, well, some was late )):
During pe, ran around the archery court for 5minutes and played badminton :D
My partner was rachel :D haahh, playing with her is so funn xP we had continous hits :D Haahh and rather funny too :D
after awhile, we platyed 3 vs 3. as boon hao and james came to join us.
BOON HAO bully me ! Rofls, he keep smaking the shuttle cork .__. And was afraid that the ball might hit me, I hide from the ball X: LOL. After Pe, all went for lunch and group1 got changed for their next lesson after lunch :D
After eating, weiting, elina, yijing and me took mrt to boon lay to watch movie "Xin Fu Wan Sui" Haahh. It was a NC16 show X: rather censored, but still okay :D Show ended 2hours later :S
Jalan jalan awhile and went back home X: Had a fun and enjoyable day today :D Haahh. Shall end my post here (:
--Pictures will be updated when im free :D --

2009-01-21T20:49:00.002+08:00

Wokeup at 5:30am this morning, freak uhhs. I took 1hour to prepare for school.
Well, got dress and cabbed to meet yijing at jurong east. zzz the driver make me tmd, super dulan, ask him let me dropped off and waited for another cab with yijing. Suddenly, really not feeling so well. My head became very pain and giddy, starting to have fever also. After took cab, sent yijing to school first as she was late and myself cabbed back SSP to see doctor. went to toilet and vomitted, very shocked to see I vomitted blood out! My blood is more dhen my vomit. I was scared and stunt, didn't know what to do.. went out and waited for doctor 45mins when the clinic open. ))):
Still thinking of what happen just now.
Hais, am I dying soon?
Doctor come lerhhs, he checked my pressure and said I have low blood pressure, wanted to tell him about what happened just now. But I was too scared to know what happen. so I just kept it with myself. Collected medicine and went home sleep.
If anything were to happen to me, I really dunnoe how.

2009-01-10T21:28:00.003+08:00

回头吧, 不要这样离开我!

如果时间能停留, 我好希望我们可以重新再来

I MISS YOU ):

2009-01-07T20:35:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO EUGENE YONG ~ KUKUBABY ~!
Sorry, for the late wish ):
Sorry guys for not posting for so long, school starts and im having too much fun everyday so forgot to post. :D

My Left Leg Injury. can't see the swell properly.__.

My Left Elbow Injury

My Right Wrist Injury

ARGHHHH...
Fell down today! Damn shit lohhs, have 3 injuries and 1 Blueblack! Pathetic man!
Morning reached school at 8:10am. Shit ass, im late for 10mins =x Took cab with rachel from cck as 300 was stuck on the road making me late. Reached cck at 7:30. Quickly took cab to school, half way, IT WAS SUPER JAM LUHHS ! zzz. was hopping not to be late x.x but we still did.
Chiong inside MPH and quickly sat down. Haahhs. Waited for the game to start. First stop was "Dog & bone" at the archery area. We were competing againest "Class CA" When the GM ( game master) called out my number which is "8" I chiong out to get the stick. LOL. my competitor was sitting there so I quickly ran with the stick. But he was faster than me. He reached in front of me and somehow I tripped over his leg and fall side way & slide across the ground, zzz my injuries was super pain )): Went for first aid, saddly I cant join my class for games anymore )): SORRY GUYS ! )): After awhile, went for second first aid as my wounds starts to bleed again. Sat there and watched other classes/courses play their games and I cant play )):
11am went back to MPH for gathering. Had some talks and went for lunch. Has trouble walking up & down the stairs and obviously! walking ! zzz. LOL! I walked like a penguin =.=
After lunch, we had our cheering compeition. Our class, FA, was the 3rs in line. went up the stage and cheer, Haahhs it was loud.. woohoos ~ Nice job FAs (:
This is how our cheer sounds like :

S-U-C-C-E-S-S
Full of spirit, free of stress
Can we do it ? Yes, yes, yes
(9claps) FA!

1&2, 1,2,3,4
Pride of FBO hear us shout
FA class will come in loud
Say Who (FA)
Say Who (FA)
FA FA all the way

Count by the count by the, FA count arhh!
1.!
Can't hear you arh!
2.!
Shout louder arh!
3.!
All together now!
1! , 2!, 3!, 4!
FA FA all the way
We like it here
We like it here
We found ourselves a home
a home
a home sweet home !:D

After all class had cheered, was the performance and after went back to class for some briefing and some were dismissed except for those late comers! LOL.
There was me, rachel, weijing, elina, xuanhui, jianxiang, teng wee, fedrick, wenhao & andrew!
LOL, we were asked to clean the whole class room! after that mr tan come check and go home =x
I & rachel cabbed to BP as I need go ahma house, while rachel bus-ed home. After go grandma house, went to see doctor for some medication on the wounds. Super pain luhhs. The doctor put medicine so hard derhhs, came out of the clinic with tears. well, I cant hold it back much longer. so yeahhs. I cried in the clinic =x After sitting there awhile, cabbed home (:
Well, even though I had hurt myself & is really painful. I still like my class & my course :D
I made the right decision this time (:

~~FA All The Way ~! ~~
FA, 05 January 2009 Rocks Out Hard! :DDDDDDD

Well, it might be sometime after you left me.
But still thoughts of you starts roaming back into my mind.
Is like very hard to forget you, why must it be this way ?
Maybe you are not meant to be forgotten but to stay down deeply inside my heart. ♥

2008-12-26T20:34:00.004+08:00

24 December (christmas eve)

Morning 6.45am woke up x.x , washup and get dressed to meet shereen at bus-stop as we are going to dom's grandma funeral&cremation ):

Bus-ed 300 to cck took mrt to woodlands and bus-ed 161 to dom house. Met sister, elyssa at there. Talked Talked for awhile and soon, was time to go st anne's church for the farewell ceremony for dom's grandma. It was rather touching. The farewell ceremony last for about 1hour and everyone took the shuttle bus to mandai memorial and cremation centre. Well , before and after dom grandma being cremated, everyone cried. Even sister, elyssa and shereen TT.

Was holding back my tears. Telling myself not to cry. Okay, well I did it (: But When the coffin slowly moved into the cremated area, sounds of cries, saddness and sorrows runs through me, been controlling my tears, but well, it just came out. Thinking back on weiqiang and my ahgong's death. Can't hold back so I just cried out, and I know there's more people who are more sad than me ): Went Back to the wake, eat lunch there.. waaaa it was so nice lahhs, got shark fins and abalone all this. whaaahhhhs. Slack there for awhile & went up to dom house. tired till we all fall asleep x.x

wokeup at 3:30 and I cabb to harbourfront find my dad while the others bus-ed home. after awhile, i bus-ed home too.

At night, met yvonne, meimei and elyssa at lot one, shop, eat till 10pm and meet ahtek, kweeyong, jolene, yuteng, xuanrui & peng at kweeyong house downstairs. Me & elyssa sit ky car and the rest take lorry. went sentosa for countdown party ;D after that sit on lorry to roam orchard. LOL and on the road. people spraying foam bubbles at us. Rofls ~ After orchard went changi to eat, while me , elyssa, yvonne & meimei sat on the lorry chit-chat. After the rest eat finish, they go OCH ._. zzz, the road inside was so dark can ! The bushes and building are so dark, eerie and so still luhhs. Most of us dun want go in , so in the end never go in ler. oh my tian. the place ......

After that, went home ler ;D

Elaine came my house to stay for one night :D

To Fwenns :

All are fwenns right, dont kep saying want tio who tio who luhhs.

Is just a small problem why make it so big sia ? No point quarrelling like that right ?

Making each other so dulan for what ? what for make yourself so fucked up?

wasting time nia lahhs. Not happy with that person. say it infront of him/her. Dont tell the others or talk behind their back. Think about it luhhs. If someone does that to you, you would be angry too right? Put yourself in the others shoe alrights. Stop DULANING EACH OTHER !

2008-12-23T21:10:00.003+08:00

Well, Im lazy to post so i'll just post some overdue pictures (:

Haahhs =x

2008-12-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

Elyssa Grumpy Face, Because she have no spongebob to bring home.xP

Sexy ?

Its panda okay ! Even Though Is Fake

It looks like a ghost to me xP Haahhs well , its elyssa!

Why The Gorilla Staring At Me ?

Haahhs, I took photo with a tiger!

0.0

0.0!!!

Sister and I at Changi Airport While waiting for bazhang!

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Yesterday

Yesterday went out with sister , dom , shereen , wanzhen , elyssa and kailin ;DDD

They help me celebrate birthday ! Thanks guys ! ILY.

Met sister , shereen , wanzhen at bus stop and bus-ed 300 to lot meet elyssa and kailin ;DDD

Elyssa have a new look ! Wow , So cool ! Haahhs ;DDD

Take 188 to haw par villa, went to the 10 courts of hell and explore x.x

Everyone should take a look and "su zui". Haahhs xP went there till 5plus and bus-ed 188 to vivo , met dom at interchange and walked to vivo ;D Bought movie ticket "Twilight". OMG! I like the angmohh young vampire.. Haahhs imagine I have a boyfriend who is a vampire. =x LOL!

At the start of the movie was kinda boring , till the middle part! Haahhs exciting and soooooo handsome can! Haahhs EDWARD! =x Movie starts at 7:15 and ended at 9:30 like that xP Haahhs is such a great movie! ii want watch again !! Haahhs. After movie went to walkwalk around and LOVE ONES took mrt back while I wait for my dad. Was walking stupidly and sat down at the skypark there. Without knowing, I thought of him again. Haiishh was rather saddening! Cried for awhile , and father finally come down! we take cab go home ! On the way home , he msg me "Happy Birthday" was so happy lahhs !

sms-ed with him awhile and stopped T.T

Played comp till 3am and went out to see tv with father till 6am. Fall asleep after that!

TODAY

Today wokeup at 1:30 in the afternoon ! Was super tired okays ! Haahhs but elyssa slept later dan me . Played comp awhile and met sister and wanzhen at bus stop and met elyssa later at bukit gombak. Head to WATERMELON CUM BAZHANG house ;D LOL! Called mcdelivery cause we were hungry, chatted and played at sihua house till 8plus and mrt back home ;DDDD

Eugene coming back tmr! Hoho ~ Got someone to disturb ler ! Whaahhhhaaahhs!

P.S. Sorry Guys for the overdue post of pics :DDDDD

2008-12-11T22:21:00.003+08:00

Even though our relationship ends in such a way , i've got nothing to say (: Also , even is just only that 1 month and 2 weeks of times being together. I will still treasure it and keeping it safe inside (:

Memories are meant to be remembered and kept well , so from today on , i'll promise myself to forget , you have your own reasons for the breakup so , I gotta accept it too. Maybe is my fault for not loving you enough ? im sorry im not there for you when you were stress up ): so now I shall carry those memories with me whenever I go (: you are one of the best boyfriend I ever had but sadly it had to ends this way.

Well , maybe next time you will find someone even better than me (:

someone who can understands you fully..

Always by your side whenever you need her (:

Good luck & also be careful while in camp, dont get yourself sick alrights.

All the best in everything (:

2008-12-11T12:58:00.008+08:00

Shereen's Post ;D

Me & Girlfriend ♥

Me & Girlfriend Again ;D

Jayvin Rapping Eugene !! o.0

Jayvin Gonna Rape Eugene xp

Well , im trying to be funny xp

Foods

The Christmas Deco :D

Tiger ;DDD there's many more but forget take :x

Slacking while bbq-ing :D

Talking & Slacking :D

im watching tc ;D

Went Out Chalet Slacking ;D

Ian & Sihua :P

On Lorry Heading to Chalet :D

On Lorry :D

Eugene Face So fierce ! :P

Omg ! whats he trying to do ?

Me :D

Sorry didn't post about chalet things , well my comp isn't cooperating with me so cant post dunno why too :P Yeahhs well here goes

Dec2nd - First day of chalet

Woke up at 7:30am , got prepared and meet adeline , dominic , shereen , zhenling , wanzhen at bus stop (: Bus-ed 300 to lot one to meet elyssa and eugene :D went mac for breakfast ;D After eating we took mrt to sihua house and together go market to buy those foods or other stuffs that hasn't been bought :D Yihong went along with us :D went market to buy prawns & our utensils & drinks (: While the rest went back to sihua house . Me , Eugene & Dom went to sihua house nearby mini mart to buy some "Alcohol". Opps :x Bought 2 bottles of Tiger & 2 bottles of carlsberg or heineken :P Went back to sihua house , help out with the foods and went downstairs to wait for the lorry to come ;DDD well , the lorry is 24pax :P so is very spacious :D The rest sat on the bench on the lorry while I & elyssa sat at the back of the lorry cause is so windy :D

When we finally reached the chalet , waited at the reception counter to wait for check-in :D also waited for kailin & jayvin to arrive ;D Checked in our chalet , put down our backs & went out for lunch to meet ian & dylan (ian brother) (: Headed to foodcourt to eat :D slack slack awhile outside and dom rented a ghost movie (The eye) english version dehs. went back to chalet watch . They closed the blinds so that it'll be more scary :P Half way through the movie , the guys were bored by the movie so they sat aside to play poker cards instead , while some of us watching and sleeping :P After awhile, took turns to bathe and got change to watch a night movie at E-HUB :D We were watching "Beverly Hills CHIHUAHUA" :P Lawls , they keep mocking me saying im chihuahua :D Lawls xP baddie. after movie went back to chalet .. Talk , drink & played :D Lawls . Slept at 4 Plus :D Wasn't enough resting time for me xp

031208 - Second day of chalet :D

Woke up at 9 Plus to get ready to go WILD WILD WET :D while the guys went out at 7:30am to have a swim & also sun tan at the pool above the chalets. Sister & I went up to get them down as we were gonna buy tickets into WWW :D Waited till they opened and we went in to play ;D Woohoo ~ is fun man ! OMG , the guys were rough in playing "ulah lah" Lawls , we almost fly off the float :P Lawls . We went around to Play till is time to go off ;D Lawls . Bathe & Went back to chalet to sleep awhile till the bbq starts :D We were out bbq-ing , talking , slacking and playing :D Haahhs .. I didn't drink alot okay ! Im still fine :DDDD Trust me :D Lawls . After awhile , my cousin , Cassey , came to find me :D We all went out to pasir ris park and the beach to walk walk and slack slack :D 10 plus sent cassey home and all headed back to our chalet.. Well , was super tired lo. So around 11 going to 12 like that I fall back into sleeping mode :D Kailin, Jayvin went home , while ian and dylan went home after them . Lawls. In the middle of the night , went up to go toilet . Damn It lahhs , is so colddddd ! Rawrs ~! was shivering like hell, saw wanzhen and eugene were up also. Well they also , were coldd till they are awake. Omg , Eugene is so poor thing lahs , he sleep on the floor with nothing below him , well he's much more colder dan me lahhs.. Lawls ask him up to bed to sleep, as there is a space beside me cause im having a bed of my own, I dunno why :P the 3 of us fall back into sleeping mode again :D EUGENE I SAVED YOU ! :D

041208 - Last day of chalet

We all sort of over slept :P Woke up at 9:30am , so we only have half an hour to get prepared and ready to check out ! :P Lawls . Checked out and went food court to buy drinks & some breakfast before we went up the lorry back to sihua house :D When we all reach sihua house , we were half dead. Those were tired went up to sihua room to sleep , while I & eugene slept in the living room -.- cause we know upstairs stands no place for us ler xP Sleep till very shuang dehs xP when yihong comes wakes me up D: Lawls . Cant get back to sleep anymore so wakeup and play sihua comp ;DDDD Waited till 4:45 like that , I went off first , mrt back home to bathe & get changed. went out at 5:30 to cab to hequan for chu shi .. zzz .. was super tired , but no choice , promised them ler D: Chu till midnight & went home after that . Bathed again and fall back into bed . Haahhs :DDDDD

Well , Even though not all ASF attended the chalet , but the 3 day and 2 night chalet , has been the most fun chalet i've ever been to :D Hope we can do this again :D Thanks all for the wonderful times :D

I love you all :D ♥

2008-12-08T00:08:00.003+08:00

I WILL WAIT !

Even though is 2 years

I still will wait for you

Friends ,
If I didn't contact you all for a moment please dont look for me
let me have time on my own.
I will be fine , need not worry (:
Do takecare all (:

不管多久, 我都会等下去 ♥

2008-11-24T11:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was raining with a small thunder storm ,
Haiishh cant sleep , so went to living room open window to catch a breath .
Haahhs the wind is soooo cooling , stand there to emo for awhile , suddenly thoughts of you began to pour up .
my mind was filled up with you .
written something out of emo-ness :

Well its raining now,
The sky is red & the cool breeze swept across my face.
Drops of rain fell of the heavenly sky to the cold hard ground .
Trees are shaking gently with the flow of the wind.
Rain is getting bigger,
Wind is getting stronger.
As I look out of the window,
Thoughts of you runs deeply inside me
Seeing drops of rain splaters on the ground,
Puddles of water
That reminds me of the memories & times we use to share together.
Time pass quickly each day
& each single day, I am forgotten by you bit by bit.
Everyday hoping for a miracle to fall upon me.
Hoping that you'll see me one day.
Looking at my reflection in a dark window,
I felt lonesome.
Reminding me that you are gone.
The rain is getting smaller
Is it time for me to say goodbye ?
I couldn't bear to leave you,
I miss you , really really do .
For now , Just feel like standing in the rain ,
Thinking and feeling you for the last time,
At least, let me see and hug you one last time,
Before I say GoodBye

-- 24November2008 ; 1:48am --

2008-11-23T11:55:00.002+08:00

Being sabo-ed by Shereen again to do the test x.x
well here goes :

1. What is your name ?
- Serene

2. When is the last time you cried ?
- 221008

3. What is your age ?
- Going to 17 soon (:

4. Who is the last person who called you ?
- Elvis

5. How many Gannies do you have ?
- Umms , I didn't count . =x Somewhere around 60-70 ?

6. Favourite Gannie Or Friend ?
- WeiQiang , ASF , Elaine , Elvis , Yong qing (:

7. Who is your memorable primary 5 teacher ?
- Mrs Ting (:

8. Do you have a pet ?
- Yes , My turtle (guigui) :D

9. Have you watch any funny Bloopers Before ?
- Chimilogy . What is that ?

10 . Who sabo-ed you to do this quiz ?
- Shereen -.-

11. You like ... Chinese/Malay/English ?
- Obviously is English (:

12. Do you like your current blogskin ?
- Okay la (: Not I do dehs also . But still is nice

13. What sport you enjoyed the most ?
- Badminton ? I guess

14. Did anyone backstab you before ?
- yahs ! Of course ! Unforgettable ......

15. What kind of friend you like to have ?
- TX !! and trueful

16. What colour you like the most ?
- Purple , Lime green , White , Black . Red , Electric Blue , Yellow

17. Who is your sesame street lover ?
- ELMO !

18. What is the last movie you catch ?
- Quatium of solace (:

19. Have you ever keep a secret ?
- Duhh -.-

20. Where can you mostly been spotted ?
- My home , My room , my toilet :D

Sabo ! : Eugene , Andy , Jocelyn , Carol :D

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Wakeup this morning at 11 plus :D
felt really sick x.x
budd what can I do ? Haaiiss
days pass each day just like that . Missing him each and everyday
wondering where he will be now ?
Almost 3 weeks since I last heard from him .
Well , dreamed of him this morning (:
I really missed the times you hold me tight .
I dont wish to let go .
I miss you , really really do ):
Everyday hoping for a miracle that you would appear . But that miracle doesn't want to come .
怎么了? 你累了说好的幸福呢?

2008-11-20T21:14:00.006+08:00

Happy One Year Anniversary ASF ! :D

Me and Sihua Heads Floating xP Like ghost .

Love sunglasses :D

went sentosa yesterday with ONLY 4 ASF PEOPLE .

LOL . Nevermind x.x even though is just the 5 of us . we still can have fun xP

Well , is been raining and sunny , raining and sunny and we keep getting in and out of the waters as the lightning detector thingy say is dangerous to go down the sea .. blahh .. blahh .. blah

haahhs . when shereen & zhenling went to the toilet which is like 5mins walk away from the place we were at xP elyssa , sihua and me laid down on the mat .
Elyssa listen to song till she really fall asleep lor ! Haahhs while me and sihua was only resting our eyes (:

Later , a few guys walk pass us and I heard one of them say in chinese " This kind of weather still got people can sleep until like that ahs " . Haahhs I was laughing silently xP and after they walked away , I nudge sihua hand and tell her . she didn't notice cos she was listening to music xp

haahhs . weather became sunny ! Finally I went out of the shade to do some taning but it seems like it didn't make much difference xp

Haahhs . went to bathe at 4 , Lucily toilet isn't that pack . After bathe elyssa wore a black dress

Damn nice can ! haahhs elyssa ! you shud wear dress often ;D it looks nice (: budd try to be a little gentle can ler ;D Haahhs

Bathe hao ler went harbourfront and eat mac cos we were a little hungry . Bought burgers to fill our stomach abit first . Eugene was late . so asked elyssa and sihua go down meet Ian (the da sao ye) first while shereen and I waited at mac till eugene reach harbourfront (:

When eugene reached we went to take mrt down to Boon Keng to meet ian , ely and sihua ;D

Decided to go Dhouby Gaut and eat . Haahhs went to walkwalk around till 9:30 .

Ian took mrt back home while we bus-ed 190 home (:

Was a tiring day but still I had fun :D

2008-11-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

SIBEH SADD NOW OKAY !

Tomorrow is ASF dehs ONE year anniversary . Everyone was really excited about tomorrow . Budd yesterday night and today night , Many people were backing out , saying not going lerr . zzz my mood really went down . was half dulan and half sadd . well , maybe fully sad ~!
):
Were really happy and excited and hope that this day would come faster . so we can all go out AS ONE to have fun together .
But in the end ! All dont want go ler .
Well , Maybe this day will also be a normal day for me ba . Just let it be lorhs . I cant do anything also ~
Whatever ba . I dont wish to care so much lerr .
No mood type ler . shall end here bahs

2008-11-12T22:14:00.004+08:00

Hubby and the metal predator :D

Yesterday

wokeup damn early , cant sleep anymore .

was having stomach cramp D:

so wakeup at 7 to watch tv :D

once on tv got spongebob lerr :D

waited till 1pm went out of house to take mrt to yishun to meet HUBBY :DDDD

happyhappy . Finally can see HUBBY after so long xDD

meet lerr hubby we took red line to dhouby gaut and changed purple line to harbourfront xD

journey was quite long xP

was tired @@

Haahhs xD

went to vivo to buy tickets see "High school musical 3" .

we watch the 3:30 show . budd it was still early . so we went to walkwalk :D

HUBBY wants to find some computer games to play with . so we went to shops and findfind :D

went in to the cinema and watch movie (: haahhs lawls . even watched it for the second time

is still kinda funny xPPP

after movie went to LJS eat :D didn't notice they had changed the menu . lawls kinda ps when I say it xPP is not funny xP

we sat outside cos inside was too packed xP

Hubby is a chilli king . lawls put so many packets of chilli xP

Eat lerr , Hubby pei me take 188 to cck dan he changed mrt back home :DDD

Thanks Hubby for pei me :DDD

I love YOU ! :D

2008-11-07T21:49:00.002+08:00

Morning wakeup at 0805 today . was suppose to wakeup at 7.30 and morning call elaine . budd I overslept become she morning call me =x Hees
Wash up and get change and meet elaine at cck control (:
went to Mac for breadfast :D ate my favourite McGriddles again :D still is tasty :D Love the bread =x
ChopChop and Eat cos we are late lerr xP . went to taxi stand to take cab budd dan no sign of cab lahhs ! omg . we walked down the the road side taxi stand was a long queue . so we are lazy to wait and have no time to wait =x lawls
so we walked down somemore to the traffic light there . hopefully got cab . budd still none . haaiihh . no choice budd to stupidly wait there xP few mins later got cab lerr . faster speed down to PEPS . find yvonne and head inside :D
The bookshop girl " Alice" was waiting for us lerr . Moved most of the boxes into the classroom . Is heavy dehs can . Me , Yvonne and Elaine took turns to push the trolley . Haahhs was kinda tiring today dehs :D
end work at 4pm today . lawls
Talked with hubby via sms :D Miss him lots ! ♥
quickly bus-ed 188 down to sihua house
WALKED A LONG LONG JOURNEY till I finally reach . Is damn hot weather . was sweating TT
everyone were waiting for me lerr D: sorry guys . end work late D:
had meeting at sihua house about chalet dehs things :D
Talked and played dan go home at 6:50 like that xP
lawls . head back to lot one . buy things eat and went home .
Fall Back on the sofa and sleep xP was too tired xPPP
haaahhs
lazy to post much lerr :D
yayy going church tmr lerr . Going with elyssa and eugene ! :D Miss CHC !
Hees Happy ! ~
Signing off :DDD

2008-11-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

Another 12 Hours More Till He's Cremation Starts ~

I MISS YOU LAHHS !!!

Went to work today . was kinda no mood when ii reach work .
on the bus to work I was thinking of alot of things.
Thinking why didn't I cherish him more ?
Why Didn't I heal his words seriously ?
Why didn't I try accepting him in my life ?
Why ? Why ? Why ?
But now is just all too late
too late for anything
you are gone jus like that
I MISSS YOU
I miss your stupid and lame jokes
I miss the smile you gave !
I miss how you dote me TT
how ii wish you could just come back ~
Why Must God creates you and fated you to leave us so early ?
):

2008-11-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

CRIED MY HEART OUT
after reaching home today
heard from Pricella that WEIQIANG is gonna leave us today D:
his family is poor and cant afford for his medical fees somemore in ICU .
He wanted to reduce his parents pain and also his pain .
This afternoon he requested to the doctor that he wanted to unpluck all of his tubes around his body , he dont want to bear anymore pain instead he wanted to leave the world without pain and sufferings . most importantly , his parents to pay so much for his medical fees .
Upon hearing news from Pricella . I turned emo .
WEIQIANG is the best brother ii ever had .
he's there for me when I am sad
He's there for me when I need someone to talk to
He's there for me when I need a helping hand
He's there for me when nobody was there
I disappoints him !
Im sorry ! I promised you not to quit school and tolerates on .
Budd I fail to keep my promise D:
None of us can bear to see you leave us tonight .
You made all our lives seems so important
How I wish time would just stop at where we are last time
Everyone will miss you !
WEIQIANG ~! Have a good life in your next life (:

ERIC CHEN WEI QIANG
forever will live and remembered deep inside our hearts ~
we promise you we will be happy and live our lives happily .
WE miss you .

2008-10-26T21:18:00.005+08:00

another boring day at home .

played audi with friends and bomb some NPC butts ;D

chatted with darling via sms ;DDD

miss him loads loads ;DD

and finally ii completed watching "Ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni"

hees ii know is kinda slow budd at least ii am done . time to watch lian kong lerr ;DDD

--命运让我们相遇

就不会让我们在分开

命中注定百分之百的肯定

# 我爱你

2008-10-24T21:24:00.004+08:00

Was Home playing audi till 1:30 dan go bathe . changed and bused to lot meet sister and love ones ♥

walked through mac

backdoor cos dont want get caught by any managers . xP pon worked .

stayed in mac for awhile and waited for ian to come dan we go walk walk around lot .

BOUGHT MY FAV CHOCOLATE TODAY ! WHITE CHOCOLATE ALMOND ! ~

hahas . went to food court to eat dinner and chatted. Sister was mad today xP she keep laughing and made me and watermelon laughed too xP laugh till stomach pain siol . hahas . and watermelon rake up the past of wanzhen teasing that guy saying " why you so fat ? why you eat so much?" LOL lahs . laughs ! and poor ian . he was being pinched by mostly elyssa and me =x

haaahhs . chatted and play till 6pm .

kinda tired . elyssa and watermelon took mrt home , while sister , wanzhen , ian and me bus-ed home . (:

shall 3nd here (:

--IMISSHIM ~ ♥

2008-10-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

`Honestly, does your parents approve of you dating?
- Ehs . Dunno ? Never asked them before xP whu cares if they approve or not

`Honestly, what color is the shirt you're wearing now?
- White and purple ;D

`Honestly, whats on your mind?
- Nothing ?

`Honestly, when did you last cry?
- 4 hours ago

`Honestly, have you watched Shot of Love with Tila Tequilla?
- didn't watch finish xP

`Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
- XIAO TING JIE ):

`Honestly, do you like someone?
- Not really (: SINGLEHOOD :D

` Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
- Yeahhs (: Cheerful is good

` Honestly, what makes you mad?
- Dunno ? Who provokes me too much will die :D

` Honestly, are there any people who don't like you?
- Hey man , who cares ? as long as you like yourself can already (:

` Honestly, do you miss anyone?
- Yeps (: 3 people ;D

`Honestly, what's something you wish you could understand better?
- Everything !

`Honestly, have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an M?
- Hur ? No luhhs ==

` Honestly, have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- Nopes

` Honestly, do you think that you're a good person?
-Sometimes bahs (:

` Honestly, do you believe in love at first sight?
- Yes

`Honestly, do you hate the last person you were talking to?
-Nopes

` Honestly, who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Yoga ;D

` Honestly, do you know what you want in life?
- My worthy future

`Honestly do you smoke weed regularly?
- Nahs , quitting

` The last text you received on your cell was from?
- Leon

`Do you like your cell phone?
- No , I want change D:

`Do you believe in true love?
- Always :D

`Are you playing hard to get right now?
- Nopes

`Do you miss your past?
- Abit . But I am not going to think again

`Are you proud of the person you've become?
- Nopes . Unless i succeed

` What are you doing besides this survey?
- Msn Chatting ;D

` Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
- Dunno ?

`In the past week have you felt sad?
- Yeahhs

`How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
- Loved and Secure (:

`When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face ?
- Today while working

`Are you afraid of death/dying?
- Nopes . I have to die one day too (: but I wanted to die without regrets (:

`How many people do you know with your name?
- 2

`Would you rather watch football or baseball?
- Football

`Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
-Cold

` How's your heart lately ?
- Ehs? Fine ?

` Did someone make you mad today ?
- Nopes (:

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- Msn chatting and online shopping ;D

ANDY , LOVELY , KELLY
DO THIS QUIZ (:

2008-10-16T22:03:00.010+08:00

_

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN (coconut man)

yesterday LOVE ONES waited for me to end work .
after work was quite shag budd saw them not shag liao ;DDD
went to food court to find them . dan we went B1 dehs pet shop see see .
suddenly elyssa say want buy tortise ;D
so ii suggested to go qian hu fish farm ;DDD
heehees . everyone agreed to go there (:
so we take a shutter bus at cck interchange (:
after board the bus . a bunch of guys and girls all younger dan us .
wtf . they are so damn noisy can , zzz we want some peace then they keep talking so loudly . oh my god . feel like shouting to them to shut their ass ==
lawls .
finally reach lerr . we went to see many diff kinds of fishes . (goldfish , kois , turtle etc .)
seen many nice nice fishes . ahaha . difference shapes and sizes ;DDD
ii saw STINGRAYS ;DDDDD
heehees they are so cutee can . ii mean the baby ones ;DD
when we enter the "House of Dragon" , omfg . is so smelly can ~!
zzz . ahahahas . everyone cant stand the smell =x smells like shit to me =x
heehees .
after go fish farm wanted to go to the goat farm dehs .
took 975 . lawls . the bus INSIDE machiam raining lorhhs . Fuck _l_
zzz . somemore the driver sibehh guai lan . == _l_
lawls . he say us all never scan card when he did luhhs . dig his eye out see ahs ==
angry !!
reached the goat farm . budd saddly is closed already D:
cannot get to see my "LAO YANG" DDD:
walked back to bus stop . was quite alot of mosquitos =x heehees they all get mosquitos bites budd ii never get =x ahahahahaas =x
lawls wanted to take 975 back home . when want board the bus . see that Fucking guai lan driver again . lawls
dom say quite loud "same driver lehhs" =x ahahahahas . sians half wor .
Fucking guai lan kia .
dan bus is getting more and more crowded =x lawls .
many army guys board the bus . when want reach our stop lerr . we had a hard time getting out of the bus =x lawls . very ps sia =x
ahhhaahhs lazy post lerr =x
end here bahs (:
--I LOVE ALL LOVE ONES ~! x33

2008-10-13T12:25:00.003+08:00

pictures will be uploaded soon :D

*yawns*
sleepy man
yesterday what the heck ! only slept for less dan 7 hours dan ii cant sleep anymore . ):
dan wakeup watch tv awhile dan use compy :D
around 3 plus met ASF members except for 3 who didn't show up D: (yiqing , jocelyn and william) D:
if not we can take our whole family photo lerr DD: saddsadd
anyway , we were standing at the control station there planning to go where eat budd SEOUL GARDEN is out of the question cos most of us dun have enough money for the meal as it cost $27++ . lawls so after much consideration we decided to go leisure park to eat SUSHI instead :D
hahas the sushi there is super cheat bodoh =x
we ate up to the cost of $109 . budd each of us paid $10 bucks :D
after we eat went to toilet and wanted to take lift to level one to walk walk around and while waiting shereen said "我每天晚上十点就上床 ~!" ahahahas . everyone laughed lorhs ! omg jokes man ! LOL !
went to buy tickets watch movie "HOUSE BUNNY"
omfg lahhs . the show was not even PG is more like NC16 or M18 show lorhs =x
hahas is cencored =x

and 2 clowns which is also "eugene and ian" they were sitting away from us and sat at the other sits as the cinema only have the 10 of us and 4 more ppl watching the show , so we are free to move around :D
haha that show really can make a guy horny one norhhs
ii am sure they were sitting away from us so they can horny ! whahahahahas !
LOL ~ horhor .. !
after movie , we bused 11 to kallang mrt and mrt-ed back lorhhs . journey was okays lahhs .
was kinda rather tired and emo suddenly
thought of PANDA again D:
haiishh . sihua alighted at gombak and we alight at cck . bought drinks and bused 300 back home.
yesterday was fun and happy day :D love it love it
hahahaha ..
yayy later going to play badminton with some ASF mebers :DDDDD
I LOVE ALL LOVE ONES ~! 520

2008-09-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

haiishh
today whole day rot at home worhhs
sleep untill 11 plus wakeup .. *yawns* still kinda tired x.x
cant be a pig ! hahahaha
wake up saw xiaoting jie dehs message ..
hahas whole day smsing her
was bored so went online msn :DDD
saw AhGong online wanted to talk to him dehs ):
dan he said he's going out ):
boooo TT no one to entertain me lerr x.x
hahas .. doing some self entertaining for awhile xP
dan Tai Gong online .. yayys got people entertain wo liao x.x
heehees chatted with him and also smsing jie .. hahas love you loads loads jie ~!
keekees ..
didn't audi much today due to some laggs xP
heeeheees .. kinda lazy posting xP
shall end here :DDD
see yas peeps ^^

Xiao Ting Jie ..

Wo Ai Ni <33
TiongXim Sisters For Life ~!

2008-09-26T10:32:00.002+08:00

. The person who tag/pass you is?
- Joanna

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
- Friends

3.Your five impression of him/her?
funny , friendly , fierce :P , emo , crappy

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
cheers me up when ii was sadd

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
- you are the most important person

6. If he/she become your lover you will?
- Forever Willing

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
- my attitude in being more serious

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
respect his decision

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
never thought of it

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
tell him how important he is to me

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
friendly, its never bored to be with

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
crazy and crappy

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
pass each day with happiness

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
eh..no idea

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them
i love you all ~!

16. Who are the 5 person you want those to do the test ?
- shereen
- adeline
- sihua
- wanzhen
- Joanne

show out your feelings (:

2008-09-20T22:15:00.002+08:00

gonna update my blog now : DD
as many ppl say my blog is dead .. haahhs

yesterday was quite sick budd cant tolerate the boredness at home , so text sister whether she wants to play badminton mahs .. and also ask elyssa , sihua they all want play mahhs : x
around 4 like that went down to the badminton court there to meet sister , dom , wanzhen and weiling : x lawls .. the way weiling play badminton is kinda funny :D haahhs
and her POSE also very the nice ahhs ~ laughs !
we played for awhile dan sihua and elyssa came to join us .. dom is pro in badminton especially SMACKING the ball luhhs .. lawls dangerous ! ><
played till 7:30 or 8 like that dan went home .. elyssa , wanzhen and sihua came my house cos they want use toilet : x cos is nearer .. haha
we chatted for awhile and they went home . bathe hao lerr online awhile and sleep .. was kinda tired (:

TODAY was a terrible day for me ):
too much thing happen in one day .. was kinda sadd also ..
I did someting unforgiven today and I knew I shouldn't have said that to you , just that I dunno how to explained it .. thats all .. hope that you will forgive me ):
after went home got nags from mom and quarrelled with her again .. what the fish luhhs , my fault again ? zzz ..
haiishh ..
bus-ed home early today , was kinda no mood for anything today , so went off early first
wanted to go ssp buy things and met xiao dylan and abigail (: chatted with them awhile and went home .. ):

2008-09-06T20:44:00.002+08:00

SENTOSA WAS FUN LUHHS ~ 05062008

woke up at 7:25 , was kinda tired :D called william and wake him up dan I went to bathe and prepare to meet wanzhen at bus stop .
meet her lerr we head down to lot one control and meet the others , budd we were the first to reach dan follow by sihua , eugene , william and elyssa ..
lawls .. elyssa ball drop down dan keep rolling to the other cabin while she is in the train .. whahahahas ! damn funny luhhs .. she was alone so no choice she had to go take it :D
lawls .. laughs ! laughs !
anyway , we went to take 188 to harbourfront
the journey was quite long , we sat in the bus for 1 hour plus I think ..
I was tired .. wanted to sleep budd too cold luhhs .. even though the air-con was blocked by some paper.. so smsed mike & uncle to peiis me chat while I cant sleep :P
lawls .. thats baddie william dont want peiis me sit dan he emo sit at the other side :D
orbee there more colder ohhs ~ haahhs ..
when finally reach , elyssa took us to many many rounds , wanzhen wanted to buy towel so we went around to search for it :D
and found it at Vivo Giant ;D
bought lerr , we went to buy tickets and took the monorail into sentosa ;D
heehees .. took the tram to beach station ;D
changed and found a "spot" to put our things and played volleyball ;D
elyssa , wanzhen and sihua one team dan me , eugene and william one team ..
that time I was really noob in volleyball , totally forgotten how to play : x
lawls .. just anyhow play lorhhs .. haahhs the way we play volleyball like no ending one .. hit and drop dehhs : x lawls .. funny luhhs ..
played for awhile , we were tired so we sat aside to rest ;D

SUDDENLY ,
a guy came upto us cos elyssa was wearing a white& red japan shirt
and he said "hey , I love japan too , can I have your number ? "
lawls .. we all heard that lahhs ;D
funny luhhs .. elyssa was shocked dan she pulled me and run away ;D
lawls .. we laughed at her luhhs , budd she didn't give the number =x
hahahahahahahahahahas !!!
we played and swim till 5:30 like that ..
bathed and went vivo at kfc for dinner ;D
was rather tired >< feel like sleeping ..
took 188 back to cck and bus-ed 172 home with william and wanzhen ;D
wanzhen and I alighted first while william took bus back to boonlay ;D
went home bathed again , online awhile and fall into bed straight away ;D
heehees
yesterday was the most fun one luhhs ~

2008-08-31T17:21:00.002+08:00

Verse 1
God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me o’er
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by Your grace
On this altar I’ve written my lifeTells of a story I have with You my Lord
I want the world to know

Chorus
God of my foreverAnd forever
I’m with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my foreverAnd forever
I will singMy greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

Verse 2
God of my all I’ve surrendered
My heart finds its rest in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my love for You has grown
Nothing matters when You’re here with me
In the end just to hear You say “Well done”
Bowing before Your throne

BridgeForever
and everJesus
You alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With You I walk this narrow way

2008-08-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

Haiishh feeling sad + emo now
another person wanna out of ASF again ..
never guess that is joyce .. haiishh
she wants quit cos she feels like it .. and I ask her tmr coming meeting ?
she told me " I lazy go " when I see that sentence I totally went emo
Sians ..
Let me repeat myself again
" SINCE YOOR CHOSE TO BE IN ASF PLS TIONGXIM GROUP (:
DONT TREAT IT AS A FUN AND GAMES
YA IT HAS FUN AND GAMES BUDD ALSO AT A RIGHT TIME (: "
Sians no mood to post anymore ..
im dulan and emo .. so forget it :D
ending my post here (:
takecares and goodnights all ^^

PIGGY 爱 PANDA <333

2008-08-10T21:21:00.006+08:00

09082008

went to marina with dom , sister , liting , elyssa, kailin, zhihao, yan, zhenling, Ian and sihua to marina there see the national day parade , we didn't buy tickets to see as it is too crowded (: so we stand at marina square upstairs there see , the view isn't clear budd the fireworks where beautiful (: after see the parade we went in marina square .. lols .. was planning to play bowling dehs .. budd dunno why never play lerr =X so we went down to suntec city .. sat at the colourful fountain there and took pictures wibb each other .. heehees .. we are all " zi lian gui " =X

Our Group Photo (:

Top Left : Me , ZhenLing, Dominic , Zhi Hao , Ian

Bottom Left : Sihua, KaiLin, Adeline , Elyssa, Liting

My toopid face taken by Adeline xP

Hmms dont know what else can say =x let more pictures do the talking bahs ~

kiwi&watermelonx33

kiwi&lycheex33

2008-07-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

went back to ~~SHATEC~~ to collect my locker items and also give the withdrawal form to ms nor aini .. kelly was suppose to go wibb me dehs budd in the end she say she wanted to meet her friend at 4 or 5 budd I dont tink I will be back at tat time , so I just ask her go lorhs , dan asked liting to acc me go lorhhs ..
Hmms , reached school lerr , emms yahhs quite weird luhhs , cos many keep staring at us
x.x
well , I went up to the office and the staff there told me that ms nor aini had went out for lunch =x
so yahhs , me and liting waited outside hot and tired for around 45mins , I keep staring at the office dan finally saw ms nor aini walking pass and going to her seat ..
haha was so happy luhhs .. haahhs
gave her the form and she said "you are already approve on quitting so you do not need to attend lessons anymore" and she gave me a smile =]
budd that smile made me emo =x
nahs , not regretting that I quited or what =x
After go office , went to locker to clear my stuffs , yeahhs , was alot of tings luhhs .. luckily I had liting along with me .. haahhs
found one bar of chocolate in my locker =x
must be someone gave me dehs .. and saw one card from esther, when I was sick and mc-ed she slot into my locker dehs ..

this is what she wrote
: Hey Serene ♥
How are you feeling now ? hope you are feeling alot better than usual alrights ? :D I felt alot better after I went to city harvest church :D Jaja , well just to let you know , not to frown but smile more , class DCS408 (B) be with you always.
TAKE CARE & ILOVEYOU girl ! :D

after reading this , I had saddness runs through me , will be missing DCS 408(B) people and my one and only ganahma esther :D
except for those freaking bastards !
NOT you lahs miguel (:
Good luck in studies everyone ! ~
And all the best in everything (:

2008-07-21T21:05:00.003+08:00

didn't went for IS lesson today , as I went to consult a doctor for my rashes or so called mosquito bits and muscle ache ..
went to healthway instead of the polyclinic ..
after demo I went to grandma house awhile dan went to buy ingredients as I decided to cook the fish so that I could prepare myself for tmr's IS cooking .
budd in the end I didn't cook
went to ssp with adeline, dominic and shereen ..
they peii me go see doctor ..
was damn suprise to hear from the doctor saying
" I may or may not get dengue , as I have 3 out of 4 symstoms of dengue x( "
he asked me observe for 3 days , if my pain and fever does not go down I must go back to the doctor or even worst , warded again T_T
oh man ! unbelievable !
if it worsen would I die ?
or maybe this is the dream I had ? hopefuly not .. GOD PLEASE SAVE ME !

2008-07-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

feeling much more better lerr this 2 days (:
specially thanks to those who gave me advice (:
love ya .. Abigail Jie , Xiao han Gor , Esther Gan Ahma xP , Joanne BSF , Jack Buddy , Liting Sister , Kelly Biao Mei , JJ classmate (:
they gave me great advice ..
budd what they said really wake me up from my STUPIDNESS !
lolx come to think of it , wanting to quit just because of small problems is quite stupid .. hahas
dont worry all .. I would still continue on dehs (:
the future is mine , how am I going to plan it depends on myself not others

Like what joanne had told me ,
we live for ourselves not live for others and no matter what we do not plan to fail budd just fail to plan (: thanks Sis , this is the best sentence you gave me (: ♥

Yesterday went with the class and Sir Eugene to charcoal for lunch
we took a school bus there , on the way there , the bus were noisy hahas full of laughter
some of the guys acted gays .. hahas budd they are not luhhs , i really laughed out
especially leong , he's been crapping .. hahas and esther is been asking around the take pictures with everyone , like aufa keep rejecting her .. hahas !! LOL
have fun yesterday so I din post , in another word I was lazy .. whahahas !

Sorry guys for MIA-ing you all for some time , as I need to sort out my feelings and thoughts
miss you all lots ! Sorry Abi Jie , hasn't been replying your messages and running off from you , just that I dunno how to tell you about my feelings .. sorry !
SERENE ♥

2008-07-16T10:29:00.003+08:00

many things happened this few weeks which made me go from bad to worst.
Got a headache from sleepless nights and gastric problems which landed me in hospital
oh man , hospital life was terrible !!
was in SGH for two days , thought I was well on the first day , budd it turns out worst on the 2nd day so I need to stay again .. LOL all I could do is just lying down on my bed as whole body feels numb luhhs ==

HaHa special thanks to Esther's Blog ! ~
was going to her blog to tag dan I heard the song " Sad Love Song " from the korean love story : Sad Love Story aka Bei Shang Lian Ge (:
I stayed at her blog for hours just hearing that song . Gave me flashbacks on the past, yeahhs , got some mood swings, emo awhile .

A few days ago , JJ called me and talk to me about "my problem" .. oh man , told myself not to burst out dan I really burst .. zzz , she talked to me for quite awhile dan again I went to emo myself at KHP
went to a place , lol dont tell you , else I wont have a place to hide anymore .. thinking and sorting out my feeling , dan around 9plus I went home ..

Someone talked to me on msn today ..
is not that I didn't put in effort .. I did ! I did try my best in the kitchen , budd I just FAILED !
Nothing I did is right .. even though I am slow and stupid and moron ..
I still try my best alrights , let what all have said
"im just a moron , whats the use of being in class and distrupting my classmates in class ?
whats the use of creating trouble to my classmates in class ?
I am so slow in doing things is only a trouble to people !

Esther : not that I dont want be honest with you alrights , I just dont want to spoil your mood and self blame yourself for not being a good friend . as what I had said that day , we came in to shatec together but you are independent lerr , is time for you to fly (: as for me im just too stupid to fly so im still on the ground . you should fly off with those who are on the sky budd not with me , still on the ground standing still (:
i've never regretted having you as a friend .. you've been a great friend to me (: no kidding .. your jokes cheers me up , the kuku tings you do makes me laugh ! so all of those who have you as a friend are very lucky (: trust me ! ~ =]

2008-07-05T10:45:00.002+08:00

WooHoo ~
Finally I fixed my blog about the strikes .. yessss !!

Yesterday went out with Sister Adeline and Dominic together to Vivo to celebrate their 7 month together ^^

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TOGETHER !!! ~

Hahs , ytd in BPGHS have school bazaar was so fun lahs , zhihao, jonas, timothy, choonxian and junhao was there first so when I reach lerr they come find me , hahas so shocked , one by one has changed lerr , so cool , especially tim's hair -.o emm .. emm ..
lols . dan see LJS and mr chong .. I think , walk in after their jog , 12 km !! zzz , ask me run with their speed I sure die .. haha , I so long din jog liao ><
anyway , we walked around the school , firstly went to the soccer court , saw our papa tan , heehees .. he asked me go in play soccer with the guys , I give him a lame look , hahs , he laughed at me and say that he's joking ask me go support other class , haha I laughed back and I follow tim they all walk around , was suppose to find sister at the bball court dehs , budd din see them lehs , nevermind , I walked through the canteen and saw my dinosaur (yuanshen) hoho ~ we saw each other , in the first place we were stunt , didn't say a word then we were very "JI DONG" lol , we hugged each other as I so long din see her lahs , ><
dan saw sister , wanzhen , sihua, yiqing, weiling at the canteen , they pei me walk walk see see , hoho ~ lol .
dan we play till 12 , packed up and assembly dan they can go home , took 975 bus with them , and I went to sister house . she went to bathed and waited for dominic to come . LOL he always like wearing the same clothes , hahas
take bus 188 to vivo , was a long bus ride , till my butt have no feeling . ><
went to the vet clinic to see the hamsters as they planning to buy hamster for the 7th month anniversary , those were so cute luhhs .. ><
we went to catch a movie at 4:10pm , show is "THE HAPPENING" oh my tian , is quite grouse budd is nice . wont tel you about it , watch yourself to get the fearing effect ><
hahs .
Lazy to continue much lerr , ><
budd yesterday I have a great time , hahas ..

*ll my friends in BPGHs are Miss by Me ~

2008-07-03T11:40:00.005+08:00

was suppose to rot at home the whole day ytd , lolx as I forgotten kelly was off lorhs , even if I rmb she will also be sleeping PIGLY at home want .. hahas , around 5 she called me asking me go lolx , met her at 6pm at the interchange , else she need to prepare and bathe dan go out , lolx
we went lot one walk walk awhile dan we went pasta mania eat .. hahas , nice lahhs the baked rice .. xD
took some photos , stupidly lahhs ..

ANYWAY , the funny part is when , we were walking to mega playground , that stupid kelly FAILED english badly

let me tell you

I cant breathe = I cant BREATH !! LOLX

and when kelly lauh till cannot liao she sit on the floor laughing like a mad girl

dan one bangala see her sit on the floor and laugh , he laughed at kelly also lahs ,

I saw liao damn funny I laughed also

KELLY IS THE JOKES OF THE DAY !!!

LOLX

our drinks in pasta mania

kelly and me in toilet xD

our baked rice (:

2008-06-23T12:46:00.005+08:00

Instructions :
Remove one question from below and add in your personal question
Tag 8 people in your list and list them out in the end of the post, notify them in
their tagboard that he/she has been tag. Whoever has the tag
has a blessing from all ~

- Start here -

1 Describe the holiday you are having now ?
- My holidays had just started , dunno whether is fun or not

2 What do you want the most ?
- Pass all my theory and practical exam (DCS)

#3 Who do you hate the most ?
- Amilia

#4 Do you hate your friends at sometimes ?
- If they are really out of control , but mus always forgive and forget (:

#5 Are you afraid of death ?
- Nopes , I just want to leave without worries (:

#6 What is your goal for this year
- Can go rosette or Charcoal for my attachment

#7 Do you believe first sight ?
- Meaning ? LOL

#8 Do you believe in eternal love ?
- yes , always !

#9 What are you dreading the most this year
- failing my exams

#10 Have you been dumped by your boyfriend/girlfriend before ?
- Yes

#11 Whats the purpose for living in this world ?
- To become a successful person in whatever I am doing , not becoming a failor

#12 What if you lost someone special ?
- The special someone will always stay deeply in my heart , well respectively

#13 Who would you spend the rest of your life with ?
- My family , friends and myself (:

#14 Who do you think is the most important in your life ?
- FAMILY , Gans , Friends , Relatives (:

#15 Do you have a crush right now ?
- Nopes I just wanted to focus on my studies first

#16 What do you wish for right now ?
- Unlimted freedom , can go clubbing !

#17 What makes you life worthwhile ?
- Having my family by my side , without them I am nothing

#18 what comes to your mind right now ?
- Emms , nothing ? X.X

#19 What your favourite colour ?
- Red , Black , Purple , Lime Green , White , Dark Blue

#20 Whats your favourite food ?
- CHEESE !!

People I have tagged :
1. XinLin
2. Esther
3. Kelly
4. Shereen
5. ZhenLing
6. Lovely
7. Amanda
8. Candy

2008-05-25T19:42:00.005+08:00

It aches my heart seeing those poor people struggling with their lives each and every day. To most people it just seems like its the end for them. Their houses were broken and love ones had left them in that terrible earthquake.

Many unfortunate people even children lost their lives .

When I first heard the news I was so upset , why does things always happens to people. Why does disaster must happen to this people ? This is unfair .

Those children , everyday having joys of laughter and everyday happily having new hopes of learning new things . But why does heaven must stop their willing of learning and joys . They have a long journey to go and learn .

Instead of laughters and joys from people in Si Chuan , now there are sounds of cries of sadness

Screams of Pain

Now the only thing they can do is wait for a miracle and giving them more hopes of living for the rest of their lives .

May God Bless them ! ~

2008-05-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

hahas after several weeks of hard training , i finally completed my audition level 8 licence .. sho happy .. hoho ~
hahs kinda lazy tuus post cos nothing special to post also ..

Hand made donut my esther .. edible anot ? ii dunno .. hahas ..

hahas finally pass my lvl 8 licence !! XDD

2008-05-03T22:06:00.009+08:00

we had IS cooking yesterda

we cooked the beef steak , roasted chicken and baked potato ,

it was a success for me ..

heehees ..

at least for once ii passed all of them (:

enough height and taste was good ..

hoho ~ hope my every cooking would be as good as tis time round one =]

my cooking yesterday =]

Today , early morning was supposed to go school together budd she got caught up in something ,so ii went tuus sch wibb matt instead , when reached school , we were late budd mr lee din say anything , we had pop quize today , luckily some of it ii know how tuus answer =x after sch , mr lee bring us all to SHA VILLA and the restaurant name is call ROSETTE =]the food there damn nice and delicious lahs =x

ii like the stylee ....

SHA VILLA =]

SHA VILLA building

the mushroom soup

three diff kind of chickens and the cooking method

finally our desserts : banana, crushhed biscults, chocolate and vanilla icecream

2008-05-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

arghh ! was quite tired today ,
we chu dragon and lion at somewhere around bedok
we got 5 lions and 1 dragon ..
it was a shaggy day for me today , everyone was busy helping ..
wu zhong and shao hong some guys came tuus help us ..
yes ! finally today derhhs lorry , we dun nidd to climb up and down
cos there's a platform thats auto wan .. press one button can go up liaos
muhahahahahaha ! =X
when we reach bedok dhen ii know is a cin tua .. hahas .. at least more crowded dhen BP one ..
hahas ..
when the time we are on lorry going back tuus guan .. all of us are so shag and sweaty .. yucks ! its like we just came out from showers ..
most of us slept on the lorry .. even though it is bumpy ..
the most greatest thing about today is ..
GORGOR (APPLE) say that today we girls dance the dragon very well .. better dhen last time .. heehee .. he say our " GIA ZUI " very nice .. hoho ~ we are so happy lahhs ..
if hequan can find 4 or 5 more zha bor dhen we can take over the guys for dragon liao ..
hahas ..
hmms .. shall end here bahhs feeling quite tired again ..
going tuus sleep soon (::

2008-04-30T19:24:00.009+08:00

yesterday mr fung teach us how to make the chicken fricasse and the lamb shank ..

see liaos ii sians half worhhs .. was quite difficult lols ..

lesson end at 5:45 .. lols .. and ii got chi shi , so afraid that ii am gonna be late ..

after class ii chiong to locker there tuus change and go out .. took 187 there .. heng ii wasn't the only one late .. heh heh elaine say wan challenge me say whu reach first , budd in the end

REACH FIRST XD

she lose liaos =x

we at guan talk crap till the "HE ZHONG" lorry come take us .. cos ytd we are helping them chu a cin tua at bukit panjang mahhs .. heehees

their uniform style sehhs ..

actually ii quite like their pants ..

black pants , lime green and light red strips .. hahas ..

budd ii still tiong xim HEQUAN one .. =x

tired .. lols

help dem chu till 10plus dhen the whole ting end .. we change back to our own home clothes , dhen they seperate cars to drive us home ,

ii took ahkiat car wibb jieyi, yvonne and kelvin .. lols .. ii was the last 2nd one to be send home , budd on the way back was fun ..

The road was quite emptyy , so ahkiat drift on the road .. woohoo ~ cool !

speed of 160 ..

hahas !@!!

NICE ..

budd what ii know is .. in tis 2 days of 48hrs ii slept less dhen 20hrs ==

RAY AND BENSON'S CREATION .. !

THE VENE ICE-CREAM II ATE ON SAT WHEN OUT WIB JIEYI =X

ONE OF HEQUAN'S DRAGON ..

2008-04-26T23:34:00.003+08:00

hahs , came back to post blog
else someone will say me never update liaos HORH ?
lol ..
friday ii missed IS as ii need to go back tuus the clinic
tuus remove my big lollipop .. hahas ..
lols .. at leats my nail is growing back abit lahhs ..
not fully recovered , budd what ii am happy about is
MY BIG LOLLIPOP IS GONE ! ~
budd still is a small plastic lollipop =x
hahas ..
after went tuus the clinic wibb jieyi , we each went home
dhen about 7 plus jieyi came my house cos we are going out
tuus meet ahkiat they all for drinking .. hahas .. we waited for them
from 8 plus to 10plus ..
was stressed up again so ii went tuus buy one pack of cigg ,
lols .. ii smoked like nobody's business
ytd went down 7 stick in less dhen 1 hr ..
cant control saddness bahhs ..
the problems about me and him T.T
haiish dun sayy lerhhs ..
jus tat our story has ended , no point saying anymore =[
still misses him alot , budd he's already found his new happiness
ii can do nth too ..
LOL ..
kweeyong come SSP there drive me and jieyi tuus block 423 void deck and we waited for john , kiat and yong there ..
while kweeyong , jennifer , jieyi and ii was there ,
we went in 7 eleven tuus buy cups of coke and vodka ..
hahas , drink drank a few was feeling headache and left
about 12am ..
was giddy when ii walked home , zzz cant bathe if not next morning sure headache ..
had a gd night rest and morning ..
was late meeting esther , haha budd she was late too ..
almost cant wake up !!
lol too sleepy ..
haiish , shudd stop my post here else my brain cant function any longer =x

2008-04-20T21:42:00.007+08:00

~~19th April~~

went tuus see esther as she's been transfered to the wards cos her report doesn't seems fine ..

hmms went there around 5 plus ..

haha .. matt reached before me .. lols .. okayys lahhs i've been trying to find the ward and when ii finally reached the lift ii went to the wrong level .. instead of level 4 ii went to level 5 .. .__.

LOL !!!

was wondering lahhs .. where's ward 43 .. zzz .. cos the number is bigger dhen 43 zzz ..

ii went back to the lift there and check .. ii was at level 5 not 4 zzzz ...

hahas .. din tell esther , else they'll defintely say me sotong one =x

we were there chatting and playing .. hahas .. took some snapshots of esther ..

HERE GOES !! ~

hahas .. forget what she's doing

she dun wan me take her picture !!

esther taking picture of matt while he not looking ..

now matt's taking his revenge . HAHA

2008-04-16T18:26:00.003+08:00

argh ! ~
din get a good nite sleep ytd
feeling like a few thousand hammers knocking inside my head and also stomach cramps ..
after ii went home from esther house ytd night , mom bought me a pack of rojak from the nearby kopitiam , lols . actually ii wasn't hungry anymore , budd mom said dun waste so ii ate it, oh my tian
lahhs zzz .. in the middle of the night my stomach doesn't feel good .. dhen ii tot of matt said the"bao ji yuan" dhen ii go eat and go sleep for awhile, the pain got worst =_=

my head and stomach aches for the whole night till around 7 , called esther , in the first place she still refused to stay at home rest , as her voice already can gurantee she's sick arhhs .. lols .. finally she agreed to matt and ii to stay at home and ii also sick , zzz MY PRACTICAL LESSON , BUANG LIAOS

haiish .. wonder if we can ask chef fung can let us try out on saturday or not .. T_____T

at around 8 plus met esther outside the poly clinic, ii was sians half to see so many people , zzz dhen we walked to register ..

sadly, esther and ii were separated .. haha for yoor info esther, ii was at level 3 lols .. thats stupid sia .. level 2 so little people while level 1 and 3 got quite a number of people , budd actually 1st floor had more cos when ii was done consulting the doctor , esther was still sitting there waiting .. lols .. ii waited for 40mins dhen my turn lerhhs .

the female doctor also very got strength lehhs .. zzz .. she pressed my stomach , dunno a particular place , pressed till ii almost felt like vomitting , dhen doctor say one injection to let the pain go off , ii keep say dun wan dhen she says okayys ,

give me medicine to cure the pain ..

~~ii hate injections cos ii will see blood~~ lols ..

anyway .. after we consult doctor we went over to cck cc to eat mac , lols , ii was starving .. ! eat lerhs went tuus esther house ..

we watched the old old chinese show , not those "gu dai" ones those like guys wear very lok kok dhen girls wear cheong sam all tis , lol sort of lahhs , the show was boring =X so ii feel like sleeping , esther and ii fall asleep on the sofa , was damn nice to sleep lahhs .. EST , ii fall in love with yoor sofa ! lols .. jkjk !!

rest awhile dhen ii went home , omw home , abi called me wan go K or not zzz .. dhen ii told her ii was sick , she say wan come find me never come .. haiish , ABI euu scam my feelings T_T =x

hahas lazy post liaos feel like sleeping =x

ESTHER I HAD A SURPRISE FOR EUU !!

took while she isn't looking =x hahas .. gong gong face !

2008-04-14T19:23:00.004+08:00

yoyo ~ i've got nothing tuus do so ii come post blog , if not i'll be lazy tuus do so .. ahahahas xDD
today is another tiring day for me .. almost cant wake up .. budd my big alarm clock woke me up .. lucily lorhs .. else ii wont be able tuus make it for school today .. hmms wake up at 8:15 .. saw est derhs msg say that she's feeling nausea and giddy .. ii shocked .. tot she's alone dhen faster call her .. heng norhs ~ matt was with her .. relieve .. est say that she'll be visiting her doctor later .. so ii tagg along lorhs .. heehee .. took a cabb down .. was in hurry and main point is ..
ii am too lazy tuus walk ? =x
LOL !
zzz .. tat stupiid driver go take me rounds lahhs .. ii was sms-ing dhen for another min ii saw ii was on my way to sheng siong instead ?!?! wth .. dhen ii ask uncle "er .. uncle where euu going arhs" dhen he say "euu wan go block 136 right ?" .. ii say yahhs lorhs .. budd is TECK WHYE not BUKIT PANJANG ! zzz .. dhen he say wibb a very QIAN BIAN "ORHHX !" da bian siol .. zzz ..
reached the clinic at round 9plus .. zzz still quite a few numbers tuus est turn .. so ii know that we are gonna be late so ii sms kangwei and tell him tuus tell chef fung that we will be late .. lols .. and we are really late ..
after seeing doctor .. send est home =x matt and ii cabb down tuus school & by the time we reached school is already 10:30 .. opps .. hahas .. guud that chef fung din scold us =x budd i'll bet we get demerit points .. LOL .. HOPE NOT .. god bless =x

yay .. today cook soups ..
brown chicken stock soup
white chicken stock soup
white fish stock soup
vegetable stock soup
of all the soups ii have .. chef fung said the vegetable soup is the most nicest one ..
hahas .. ii was very happy that time , cos ii know that of all my soup there will be comments one =x .. budd one turns out tuus be guud =x

arghh .. tired .. after IS go locker room change .. zzz feel like sleeping .. and sort of half half headache .. cos was too anxious jus nw while cooking .. so me and YY went out to hail cabb .. send her to BB mrt and ii went home .. lols ..
SAW MY LESBIAN =X
BUDD II NOT ONE LAHHS PLS .... !
saw abigail at SSP so ii called her .. went home changed and come down meet her =x
she was wibb bing shun they all .. nightmare starts ..
bing shun once saw me keep on di siao-ing me .. zzz .. so we were there suan-ing each other .. hahas ... !! no body won =.=
LOL ..
hahas shall end my post here ((: wan take a evening nap =x

2008-04-13T14:21:00.002+08:00

yesterday morning .. around 6am .. wake up cos going sao mu (tomb-sweeping) wibb my relatives mahhs .. Zzz .. was wondering why tis year they wan to go so early lehhs .. actually cant get up budd dhen cassey called tuus giv me morning call haha lucky lorhs else ii dun nidd tuus go liaos .
dhen at around 6:30am most of them reach liaos and also same time as ii bathe finish liaos lols .. they packed the saomu tings properly dhen can set-off lerhs .. tis time my second uncle go drive lorry , haha my favourite , love sitting on lorry after joining lion dance cos is so cooling sitting behind , haha !
lols , dhen when we set off , me, cassey and her mom sit behind the lorry hahas damn shiok arhs ..
everything went well , dhen when we are going back to batok , ii was lying down on the lorry sleeping mahhs ... zzz suddenly rain ! lol .. heng ii wasn't too wet , cassey and ii went to the shelter there inside tuus sit , budd the rain still splashing in ..
budd is okays lahhs awhile later we reach batok lerhs , we go there eat lunch mahhs , the place is like ii went there before for chu shi .. cos tat time their new opening . . lols ..
after we eat and rest awhile , went with cassey tuus lot meet her friend then we go orchard together wibb her friends
hahas .. her friends are funny lahhs .. keep disiao-ing her .. LOL ..
ytd est and matt keep asking me go PS ( plaze sing) to peii ray .. lols .. ii was like gong diao why they ask me go also .. LOLS .. theen they say ray is lonely, cos he's alone there .. hahas theen ii was thinking impossible that he would be alone shopping one mahhs .. lols .. of cos ! ii didn't go .. cos was with cassey .. dun wan pangsehh her ? lols ..
went orchard till 5 plus dhen ii went off with one of her girlfriend , we took 190 she going back cck budd ii go my ahma hse instead .. lols .. dunno whyy ii fall asleep , too tired maybe ? hahas , budd while ii was going home , saw jianwei at my hse bus stopp . long time no see him he become so beng ! LOL
we chatted for awhile under my block there dhen ii go home , hahas .. just knew that he quited school a few days ago .. gosh ! JIANWEI YOU ARE PAIKIA ! STILL SAY ME ! ahahahas ! ~ (:

2008-04-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

hahas hiies guys ..
im back to posting again ..
sorry all hasn't been posting .. mainly busy wibb studies as ii jus started school 4days ago .. today can say is the 5th day .. hahas , school was damn fun .. met new friends in class .. anyway ii am in 'B' class .. lucily same as est .. hahas .. budd now est found her HAPPINESS liaos .. whahahahas .. in our class also XDD hahas .. congrats est !
hahas .. know some new friends mostly they are crappy .. lols .. lame + crappy .. budd dhey are friendly lahhs ..
Our class joker .. Ray ! lols .. he's alwaes do or say funny funny things thats makes the class laugh .. hahas , thats call entertainment .. lols ..
another hand .. KANGWEI .. AKA RAY'S BAOBEII .. lols gay partners =X
kangwei is also another crappy person .. lols .. funny toos ..
each day in school we get to know each other better and better ..
my 2 new girlfriends .. yiyin aka YY and Nas ..
YY is a very focus study girl and also friendly ((: ii like her character alot .. she's friendly and also love cooking .. also .. focus on something that she's doing or she wants ((: thats good man !
soon .. B class gonna have couples .. hahas .. now one couple is formed .. next is jeromy and YY .. hahahas !!! not me ..
zzz .. !
est , matt and company keep putting ray and ii together .. lols thats impossible and never be possible .. hahas .. no harm lahhs .. they are jus playing .. no jokes our class will be like a emo class .. hahas
like what ray said :
NO RAY = NO PLAY
NO PLAY = EMO DAYS (my line)
hahas !!
today we had IS (individual stove) lesson .. our chef is mr william fung .. hahas he's damn gudd lahhs .. when ii had mistake he teach me and also gave me alot of help .. NO STRESS ! unlike the clarance chong .. ZZZ .. short tongue ! LOLS ..
we use carrots, leak, celary, onions, white tunip to use diff kind of cuts !
1) Batonette
2) Macedoin
3) Paysanne
4) Julienne
5) Chlifford
... and many more .. lazy type .. hahas
lessons this few days to me is really tired budd ii really enjoy it alot ..
ii like my life now better dhen sec school life ..
sec school life is STUPIDLY BORING luhhs ! hahahas !!!

OUR STORY ENDS HERE ! :(

2008-03-02T17:47:00.002+08:00

BABY II MISS EUU ALOTS !! ~
haiix since that day he fly lerhs ii jiu damn sadd-ed lahhs :x
he shud habb come back today derhs .. still habben tell me worhs ..
before he fly he send me derhs msg makes me damn touch norrhs .. everyday thinking bout him ..
finally tolerate so long wibbout him .. till today ..
haiish .. sadd-ed sadd-ed ..
baby ii wan to let euu know ..
will love euu no matter what =x

Saturday , March 01
_________________________________________________
ytd after work jieyi and yvonne come find me at mac cos we going to bear bear derhs bbq .. hahs XD elaine was late so we had to w8 for her .. c0s me and her wan to kup money buy present for bear bear mahhs .. hahs XD we shop for so long finally saw some tees very nice at giodano dhen we buy norhs .. zzz .. took us quite some times lahhs .. dhen after tat we took mrt dhen bus down to twg .. quite many people reach lerhs .. hahs Xd we at there talk derhs talk eat derhs eat .. =P
what am ii talking ? lols ii also dunno .. just know tat ii am EMOLICIOUS !

2008-02-06T16:49:00.001+08:00

back for posting =x
HAIISH have been emoing tis few days .. mostly ii dunno the reason why .. zzz ..
life hasn't been well for me ..
relationships and friendships failing
also having mood swings .. ~
i've been thinking that ..
what had a done in my precious life to deserve so much failure ..
if ii would have known ii wud try my best to cover it all , ii wanted not a gd life but to let me at least pass this life smoothly ..
yahhs lahhs life alwaes have its ups and downs bud the ups and downs i've been through aren't simple ..
Today morning nid wake up damn fuking early for chu shi .. hahas chinese new yr eve mahhs .. den ii was to sleep early yesterday night .. bud ii jus cant sleep so ii was the dreaming lahhs den past started reflecting back to me AGAIN !
many sad scences came out .. ii could do nothing bud to cry myself to sleep ..
Now, nothing seems to work out for me anymore ..
Too, i've been thinking am ii recarnated into the wrong world or the wrong life ? If it is so , ii rather recarnate again , and lead a peaceful life .
RAWRRS I JUST HATED MY LIFE !!!!!!!!
Today we had chu shi .. morning 6:30 meet at kwee yong hse downstairs bud ii meet cindy first .. FUCK LAHHS .. ! den my that flats not dry yet so was searching for a shoe to wear hahahaha ! finally found one of my old school shoes ..
hahs XD quite tired today .. first stop we went to the dunnoe what kasu place arhs , a name of a road forget what is it ..
is a army camp den we go there chu shi lorhs ..
when ii was playing the puay ii heard one guy say "Got zha bor play lion dance one arhs" LAME LAHHS cannot mehhs ? interest can liao mahhs ..
den my eye turn to see him ii tink he know ii heard him narhs den he turn away and walk away !!
HAHAHAHA !!
HE QUAN XIN SHI TUAN ROX !!!
HE QUAN HUAT AR !

2008-01-19T13:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went Bugis street with yvonne .. hahas .. ii went to buy 2 tops and one skinny .. lols .. while she bought one black shirt and yellow top .. hahas .. her friend say she look like banana == .. LOL !!
den when we bought liao go toilet change out den go chinatown ..
cos they have the international lion and dragon competition .. held at the fuo ya shi there .. zzz .. me and yvonne have trouble finding the place lahhs .. den go around ask pp == zZz
finally reach the chinatown complex den hear the lion drumming sound .. hahas ..
bud when yvonne with her friend le .. ii quite sian de .. at there diam diam mahhs .. so ii leave early lorhs .. 9:45 like that ii go off lerrhhs .. RAWRRS find the bus stop till pekcek dunno why the route ytd change lerhhs .. RAWRRS
go to outram take 190 zzz so many people ..
Hahax ..

2008-01-17T14:44:00.000+08:00

haiis .. SIAN DAO VERY CHAM ARHX
see many people nw school reopen lerrhhs ii haven
RAWRRS .. hw ii wish ii can go school else ii stay at home ..
fuking sian sia ..
pass few days .. at school my ah siao sisters and yiling got dai ji ..
lols ..
small prob also make big ..
better is own problem ownself settle ..
else keep making tings big .. !! haiis
ending my post .. hahas ..

2007-12-28T11:44:00.000+08:00

another long time ii post my blog
hahas ..
liting keep ask me update my blog budd dhen ii lazy also =P
woohoo ~ just taken "AH SIAO FAMILY PHOTO"
SEE :

'Happy Family'

Act Cute AHSIAOS

AH SIAOS EMOING

Dominic the mermaid =P

now ah siao family have 11 members lerrhhs
yay !!!
hahas . .
ytd dominic jus created one ah siao family group in friendster ..
hahas .. !!

2007-12-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

last 1 and a half month jo lend me a vcd ..
the "SAD LOVE STORY"
which made me had reddish for 3 or 4 days ..
but then tat show was a very touching show ..
starting was about a girl .. she was blind since young .. and met a boy ..
the boy is zui ying xin luan de ..
he was being mean to the girl at first but he's been a guardian angel to the girl
everyday after school .. following the girl making sure she's safe ..
so romantic !!
hahas ..
and so they became friends .. and when grow up became couples ..
despite of the girl being blind .. the guy still loves her 100%
thats she sweet larhx ..
hahas
at youtube found some videos of SAD LOVE STORY ..
love it !!!